Lyric: Mommy where are we going? Why are you doing this? I want Robyn and GG Monica, I want to stay in Barbados! Stop this go back!
Wyatt: I want Robyn, Why we leave Her!?!
Lyric/Wyatt: GO BACK!
Lovely: Who are y'all yelling at, sit there and go to sleep!
They didn't say anything the rest of the ride all they did was sit and stare at me. Was I doing the right thing, was this best for me or for them? I don't even feel like their mother I feel like, Ughhh they're making this harder then it needs to be. I Love my kids an, I just don't know what to do. They're choosing Robyn but Zeus is their dad and my husband. An I can't be mad cause I'm doing the same thing. I did the same thing that night in the pool. I did the same thing on Valentine's Day but I kinda choose to go on our date night. Our date night I put that ring back on and almost let him love me.
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When we landed the kids where sleeping I had my things and they put into our Japanese home.
Aki: Kon'nichiwa Mrs. Mansouri kono-jikan wa dono kuraidesu ka?
Lovely: I don't know but I will let you know if it's more then three days.
Aki: Yes Ma'am.
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The kids where still sleep and I was laying down looking at my phone. I had so many missed calls FaceTimes and text from Zeus and Robyn that I had to text and let them know we were ok. I turned my phone off and finally went to sleep. I finally was gonna choose me, Tonight I was choosing me.
