Katorah: Hey Love.
Lovely: What are you doing in my office?
Katorah: Ma said I can chill and smoke in here. You just dropped the kids off at school?
Lovely: Yea pretty soon they'll be in boarding school.
Katorah: Are you sure that's ok for them? Being away from you?
Lovely: Yea I put my niece and nephews in it and their great. An who are you to tell me how to not leave someone behind miss M.I.A!
Katorah: Love-
Lovely: I'm not really in the mood to argue. Robyn and i have done enough of that.
Katorah: Wanna smoke?
I looked at the blunt and hesitated to say yes or even grab it but i did. I guess my body was just so stressed that i didn't have any control over it.
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Robyn walked into the office and I could tell she was shook. she looked at me and Katorah smoking as i was doing paperwork.
Lovely: Hey baby, you good?
she gave me a look and i was confused. i thought everything was going well, fuck i do now.
Robyn: Can we talk?
I looked at Katorah and she respectfully left.
Sooo, you smoke now? You're sending our kids away?
Lovely: You know i smoke Robyn and the kids were going to boarding school way before i meet you.
Robyn: So when were you going to tell me? You don't smoke unless you're trying to do something or you're stressed.
Lovely: Damn, i didn't know i had to tell you my every move and yea i'm stressed. thought i would let my mind rest, kinda.
Robyn: I am your fiancé but hey it's whatever. Not like it matters to you.
Robyn walked out the room and I wanted to follow behind her but like i said i was stressed. I just sat there and looked at the closed door as a few involuntary tears rolled down my cheek. I quickly wiped them and continued working. I was in the office so long when i left the stars where out. So I decided to sit outside for a while, i eventually laid down and look at them.
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Last night i ended up falling asleep on the couch outside. I woke up to Katorah and Kenneth looking at me smiling.
Lovely: Creeps much?
Kenneth: our bad you just looked so beautiful sleep.
Lovely: I sleep wild, sooo how does that look beautiful? My hair is everywhere and so ar...Never mind i need to go get dressed and talk to my wife.
Katorah: Fiancé.
Lovely: Whatever.
I got up and made my way upstairs when i entered the room was half empty. I figured Robyn moved to the Empty guess room so i went and showered. After my shower mom called us down for breakfast. I waited for Robyn and she never showed.
Lovely: Where is Robyn?
Kenneth: Delta.
Lovely: What?
Katorah: She's going home.
Lovely: This is her home.
Katorah: No, home home Love.
Lovely: You mean to tell me the love of my life is on her way to Barbados?!?!?
Katorah: Yea or probably halfway there.
Lovely: Fuck, i have to go!!