You walked out the bathroom and sat on the couch, your face expressionless. A few moments later Calvin walked in the door and you shook your head back into reality.
"Hey babe" he said smiling at you and taking his jacket off. Tears flooded your eyes. Just looking at him made you feel so worthless and stupid. Like you weren't good enough. But you were so god damn angry at Calvin.
"How could you" you whispered to him angrily
"What?" He said
"How FUCKING COULD YOU!" You screamed as the tears burnt your cheeks.
"Woah what?! What's wrong?!" He tried to hold your hand but you quickly pulled your hand back.
"You know what you did you little shit! What am I not good enough for you?! You fucking asked me to marry you! Did you think that wouldn't make me mad when I found out what you did! You cheating little bastard!"
Calvin was shocked. He never thought you would find out but it was too late now, the damage had been done
"Y/n I'm sorry it was a one time thing! I swear I don't know what I was thinking but it'll never happen again I promise!"
"Calvin SORRY doesn't cut it! You cheated on me! And you brought her home! In our home! I literally could've died only 2 days ago and THIS is what you do!" You fell to the floor and covered your eyes while you cried
"OK!" Calvin yelled "I fucked up okay! I know I did! I'm fucking stupid idiot! You'll never forgive me and I might never see you again because of what I've done! But when I proposed to you I meant everything I said! I love you I really do and I always will! We've been through a lot together and we can get through this too! Y/n! We're meant to be, ok and I know this all sounds fucking cringey but honestly your the best and only person I have left! I need you!" He got on his knees and sat in front of you. You slowly lifted your head. Your eyes were red and your mascara was everywhere.
"No" you said quietly."you don't need me, if you needed me you wouldn't have gone with another girl. You don't need me. No one needs me." You quickly got up and ran to the bathroom, locking the door behind you.
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The One I've Always Wanted [LeafyisHere SMUT]
FanfictionOne day your just an average person then the next you are dating YouTube star LeafyisHere. This is my first story and it's probably cringey as shit but whatever. This is also very sexual in some parts so if your not into that don't fucking read it. ...