The One I've Always Wanted [LeafyisHere SMUT]

Chapter 8

You were just putting some final pieces of clothing like socks and shit into your bag when your phone started ringing. It was Calvin (or 'Leafyisfuckinbae' as he was named on your phone) so you picked up straight away.
"Uhh hey babe how you doin?" He said quietly
"Hi, I'm good, so excited to see you tomorrow! I've just finished packing actually. Are you okay you seem kinda upset"
"Well tbh I'm really sorry but you can't come over till like next week I'm sorry I've just got a lot of shit to do and stuff babe I'm so sorry please don't be mad" at that moment you could literally feel the sadness crawl inside of you. You closed your eyes and sat up straight trying to hold back the tears.
"Oh... Ok... It's ok calv don't worry about it."
"But hey your not doing anything in the next like 5 days though right?"
"Um no not at the moment I mean I'm not feeling too good anyway so I'll probably just stay home or somethin"
"Okay... Again I'm so sorry I promise I'll never do anything like this to you again"
"Ok... See you soon bye"
"Love you y/n" you didn't wanna say it back- I mean you obviously still loved him but you were just too upset to say it so you hung up. The second you pressed the end call button you broke into tears. You loved spending time with him and you were so god damn excited to see him tomorrow. It was only 9pm so you went out on a walk. You passed a corner shop so you went inside to buy some cigarettes and a lighter. You'd only smoked once before but you felt so shitty so you just fuckin done it anyway.
After being on a walk for a couple of hours you decided to go back home. You left the packet of cigarettes on a patch of grass in case anyone else wanted them. While you were walking home you passed a man wearing a hoodie and some baggy jeans. He looked up at you and said:
"Damn hey beautiful where you goin?" You had no idea who this guy was and he was kinda creeping you out a little
"Um no where please leave me alone"  you tried to walk away but he stopped you
"Aw c'mon it's only 11pm, you can't go home now! C',mom I'll take you back to my place and we can do whatever. You. Want" he was moving in very close to you, touching your waist, trying to kiss you, it made you so uncomfortable and scared. There was a car driving down the street so you started screaming for help, the car quickly pulled over.