The One I've Always Wanted [LeafyisHere SMUT]

Chapter 18

(Warning: this might be triggering for anyone who has anxiety or panic attacks I'm not sure)

You both woke up at around 11am. You did your usual morning routine (watch YouTube, shower, make up etc) then you both went downstairs for breakfast. After breakfast you headed out. You decided to go to Edinburgh castle. You just decided to walk there cause it wasn't too far from your hotel.
You had spent like an hour and a half walking round when you both started to get hungry again so you left the castle and went to a cafe.

You got a taxi to the cafe. When you arrived there you got out the taxi to hear screaming. You looked around and all of a sudden you noticed a big group of about 12 people running towards you and Calvin.
"Oh my god it's leafy and y/n!" Someone in the crowd shouted. People round about were staring at you both which made you feel very uncomfortable but before you knew it the group of kids were surrounding you both. They were all shouting and asking to sign there arm and phone and take selfies and stuff. It was all happening so fast you didn't know what to do.

You were getting really claustrophobic so you tried to get out the crowd but you couldn't. You could then start feeling your heart pounding and everything went blurry. You tried to find Calvin but you couldn't see him too well.  You suddenly found it very difficult to breathe because they were all smothering you. Tears were falling from your face. It was so embarrassing that you were crying in front of everyone but you couldn't help it
"Guys, guys! Stop give us some space!" Even though you couldn't see who was saying what you knew that it was Calvin. He grabbed your hand and pulled you out the crowd and you both ran down a set of stairs to someone a lot more peaceful. You were still crying from shock but you knew you were safe now.
"Yo y/n are you ok what happened?" Calvin said hugging you.
"Uh- I- I- I dunno it was just so much at once and all at the one time and I couldn't see you so I was nervous and-" you were talking so fast you didn't even know if you could actually be understood.
"Babe calm down. Just breathe. It was just a bunch of crazy fans, nothing to worry about, your safe now" Calvin was still hugging you tightly and you had your head on his chest which felt so safe.
"I've never told you this but... I have anxiety. To be honest, I thought it'd gone away because I haven't had a panic attack in a really long time so I never bothered to tell you because I didn't want you to worry or feel bad for me or whatever. And what happened back there was a mild panic attack. Sometimes I pass out sometimes I'm sick." You lifted your head and looked at Calvin. You could see the sympathy in his eyes and you knew he truly felt bad for you.
"Babe no matter what happens you should know that I will always be here for you. If you ever think your gonna have a panic attack or your having one or you feel anxious just tell me. No matter where I am or what I'm doing tell me and I'll help. Don't worry you'll be ok."
He kissed you and hugged you again. You then intertwined your hands together and walked back to the cafe where (luckily) there was no more crazy fans.

Uh hey guys just wanted to say sorry for not posting recently. Right now I'm in the very north of Scotland in a place called Stornaway. The internets not too good so I'll upload when I can, hope you guys are all still enjoying my fanfic and thank you so much for 3k reads😘😘