Corrupted. [Zayn Malik Fanfic]

Chapter Eleven

CHAPTER ELEVEN:

  He manages to pull the hoodie off and tosses it to the side. My heart pounds so hard, I'm almost positive he can hear it.

  He stares at my exposed skin and starts to kiss my chest. His hands wrap around my back, pushing me up slightly. I can feel his hands grab the back of my bra... I start to freak out as he unclasps it. 

  I put my hands on his chest to push him off, but he already has my bra half way off.

I start to breathe faster... I try to control it, but I cant. No one, but myself, has seen me naked before.

   He removes my bra fully, completely exposing me. I immediately close my eyes not wanting to see his reaction. All of a sudden his lips are pressed against my cleavage making goose bumps form all over my body. 

  His hand squeezes my breast while at the same time he puts his mouth on the other one. I gasp loudly, no one has ever touched me there. The overwhelming pleasure causes me to moan out his name.

  "You like that, baby?" His mouth still on my skin as he speaks, driving me insanely crazy. I completely lose control of myself as he turns me on, and can feel myself get wet as he continues. 

  I feel his lips move from my cleavage to my stomach, leaving a trail of kisses until he reaches the edge of my pants. He grips my hip tightly. 

  The realization of this hits me, as he unbuttons my pants. He unzips it and starts to pull it down. "Zayn…" I blurt out in anxiety, completely killing my mood as this suddenly becomes real to me. 

  "I don't think"-"It's okay. We'll be careful with your leg." He says quickly not realizing what I meant. 

  He carefully takes my pants off, and no matter how hard I try I just can't stop him. 

  He tosses my pants to the side and I try to convince myself into doing this. For God's sake there's thirteen year olds doing it these days. 

  Before I can think any more, he grabs my hip again. My eyes start to water from anxiety, freaking out, and mostly from not being able to handle it. He starts kissing my hip bone as his hands grab my panties about to take them off.

  My heart is beating at a pace where it feels like its going to explode.

  "Zayn!" I cry out and a tear rolls down my cheek.

  "What's wrong?" He quickly sits up.

  He wipes my tear, "I'm not going to hurt you of that's what you're scared of." His eyes study me in confusion. 

  "I'm sorry, I cant do this." I start to cover myself with the sheet and lean against the wall. I hate myself so much for doing this. I've fantasized about this moment for far too long, and I completely ruined it. He stares at me, "Did I do something wrong?"

  "No, you didn't do anything wrong." I assure him, "It's me." I look down wanting to kill myself at this point, "I'm just not ready for this." 

He grabs my hand, "Jade, we're together. I'm not going to leave you after this or anything. You obviously know how I feel. I wouldn't ruin that for anything." He looks deeply at me, making me even more uncomfortable that he doesn't understand where I'm coming from. 

not ready for sex." I say completely embarrassed.

  He doesn't say anything for a moment, but just stares at me.

  I look at him and the lust that was in his eyes is completely gone and replaced with concern. "What?" he whispers confused.

He grabs my other hand making me have his attention, "Are you a virgin?" He stares at me mortified waiting for an answer. I just look down and away, too embarrassed to answer.