Deal Gone Wrong

Knight Thingy

Mario's party was packed after long dreaded hours to fit in this dress. I was going to make it worth it

Raven and Kevin looked disinterested but I plea I needed this

Some distraction from Shaun something to take my mind off him. Tonight I was playing Leyla's role drinking and dancing and talking to random guys while looking the part.

"One more girly " yelled a partygoers

Yes I Arlene Jude was at a party drinking heavily

Since the day he showed up. When I let things get to me. I decided today to befriend the party goers . They were difficult to convince them that I am one of them to trust me and guide me through this party full of liquor and I wasn't up for spending money on it.

I got questioned by Raven and Kevin who kept trying to talk me out . I just wanted to black out and forget . That incident that moment of weakness. This was my choice pushing them away not wanting to deal with there lectures.

What I didn't want was to hurt anyone. I needed this it didn't help Shaun was either glaring at me or looking good with the shirt he gave me .

I walk up to him and poke his chest

"That's my shirt" I slurred

He grabbed my wrist and raised an eyebrow with his signature smirk

"Is that so? What are you going to do about it?" he challenges

I was trying to take his shirt off as he laughed at my failed attempts to take it off.  Instead doing a very bad job at it. The hold on my wrist tighten as he slammed me to the nearest wall not caring he bump into a couple of people in the process. My arms raised above my head his body pressed against mine.  He leans down to whisper in my ear

"I'm watching you Jude no one is taking you home tonight but me have fun "

I pushed him off  but he didn't budge until he steps back raising both hands up in surrender with his dreamy smile and winks and walking away

"No you don't get to say that and do that to me and walk away" I say as he did just that

These months were different this is why I wanted to avoid boys. I always pick the wrong ones. I was hanging out with a lot more people now . I guess some people called them the wrong people but I didn't see why, there real chill .

The one thing I did agree on was this party...why because I'm young and wreckless and I owe it to myself and alcohol mends the wounds for a while . It brings along a new wound to put up with early morning it's called a hangover but if I am going to have one might as well make it worth it.

"Hey that’s enough Jude"
Mario was trying to babysit me but failed

He got shoved back by his friends

"Let her have fun man"

Taunting and belittled him getting the same treatment they gave me when I was with him.

I chugged more of the burning liquid in front of him

Then I lost track of him and how many drinks I had .

Mario and Shaun were part of the reason why I'm taking body shots with strangers from school and drinking other fruity drinks . Raven tried to give me a lecture to control my substance or something like that

I just started and the other part is for being stupid to think I had chance with someone was beyond stupid.

My thought not making any sense

Raven tried to stop me again but I said no and then there where a group of guys who stood up for me as well

Kevin had to step in to rescue Raven from them