Barry Allen Imagines

18 -3 Weeks (Pt3)

"I think she has been brainwashed by Jay. Knowing that he was going to die he would also torture Barry but making Y/N think that Barry was the one trying to hurt her." Caitlin murmurs. Suddenly things come back to you. Jay was Zoom and he wanted to hurt you. You saw the burn scars and the bruises. You felt the pain and regret to the way you had treated Barry.

Stepping in to the cortex everyone stops talking. "I remember" You say.
You run up to Barry and give him the biggest hug you've ever given. "I'm so sorry" you whisper softly. He places a kiss on the top of your head.

The day that Jay took you was the worst. It was the day of you and Barry's 1 year anniversary. Eerything was going great until Jay took you. Barry didn't see it coming nor did you. He you took to his world and locked you up. You were confused. Scared. Thoughts were streaming into your head and more came in when Zoom revealed who he was. Jay Garrick.

Barry decides that you both should head home after two days filled with craziness. Barry orders a pizza ok maybe about 15. Y/N grabs a slice and pretty quickly she is full. "You full already?" Barry asks with shock. "Yeah it must've been the amount of food Jay gave me, I guess my stomach got used to it." Y/N looks down sadly. "Barry I'm going to bed. I'll see you later" Y/N says and heads towards your bedroom.

While Jay is away you continue to hear the dumb knocking of the guy next to you. "Please stop" You plead in annoyance. He had been going on like that for days. It actually made you sometimes miss the days Jay was here. You look at the bloodstains on your uniform and it makes you wonder if Barry would ever come.

You run your hands through your hair. Maybe this relationship would stop soon. It was too awkward down there and Barry was too good for you.

You get up and start the shower. You catch a quick glimpse of yourself. Your skeleton shape of a body. The bruises, the scars and the damage that would never heal.
You hiss as you step into the shower. The hot water onto your bruises makes this experience even worse. The sting hurts like hell. It's too much for you so you step out of the shower. You grab a towel around you and get into your pajamas.
Slipping into the cool covers you turn off the light and fall asleep.

You sat there with your hand in your hair. You hear soft footsteps towards your sell. You snap your head up and sigh. The daily beating. You really couldn't care less. You had stopped eating and you just hoped one day Jay would hit you so hard that you would die. Today he was especially angry. His plan didn't go accordingly. You turned around. He kicked you quite hard in the back, knocking the air out of you. He punched you so hard in the shoulder you could almost swore he dislocated it. Tears welled in your eyes. He picked you up and threw you on the floor before taking you do the gas chamber.
He shoved you in there and locked the door. This was a test. He wanted to test how long you would survive. He turned on the tap and the gas started to leak in. Your lungs started to hurt. It was the most pain you've ever experienced. He turned on a different gas. This gas smelled sweet. It started to give you little painful welts. You were surprised you weren't dead yet. He turned the gases off and let you sit there in pain for hours.

Barry felt sad that Y/N left so quickly but thought you were just stressed. He decided to give you some space.
Barry headed to your bedroom after noticing the time. He saw you sleeping peacefully and gave a small smile to himself. Barry got changed and slid into bed with you.

He woke up to Y/N crying. He tried shaking you awake but you were too deep into that nightmare it was impossible. Y/N suddenly bolted up right. She was panting and all sweaty. Her eyes darted around the room before realizing she was safe. She gave a soft sigh. "Are you ok Y/N?" Barry whispered. Y/N nodded her head. "Promise me you will always be with me" Y/N whispered and looked at him. "I promise" Barry said and pulled her in for a hug. "I love you Barry" Y/N said in his chest. "I love you to" Kissing her forehead.

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