Barry Allen Imagines

52 -He is not my father (Pt1)

Day 7 (Slightly changed. Hehe references in a chapter title are hard to come by. -actually, that's probably not true- also mentions of death and self-harm)

"Y/N!" Your dad or should you say, Barry called taking your attention away from Wally. "Yes?" You asked walking into the Cortex. You paused for a moment when you walked into the Cortex. There stood your Earth-2 best friend. "Jesse!" You exclaimed as you engulfed her in a hug. "Hey Y/N." She said with a smile. "Wally's here." You whispered in her ear, causing her to blush. "Let's go." You said as you pulled her towards the Speed Lab.

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"How's Barry?" Jesse asked. You shrugged. "Oh, dad. To be honest I don't even know if i can call him that." You muttered as you sat down. "What do you mean?" Jesse inquired. "Before Flashpoint, I had this friend and he was amazing. We would take each other on little adventures, go to places we had never been. We would do everything together. He would even help me with my cutting and comfort me when I needed it. But now that Barry has changed everything, he died. He died right in my arms at the hospital, while he told me he loved me. I don't know if I can ever forgive him." You said as Jesse pulled you in for a hug.

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Meanwhile, Barry had heard everything. He was coming to check on you since you had been in the Speed Lab for a few hours. Tears poured from his eyes. How could I do that to Y/N? He thought. Speeding back to the Cortex everyone looked at him concerned. "Are you alright?" Caitlin asked. "Yeah I'm fine." He said waving her off as he paced back and fourth. "Barry you are not alright, what happened?" Iris asked worry laced in her voice. "I killed him. I killed Tom. I should've known something like this would've happened." Everyone's face went from concern to sympathy. No one knew how to respond to that apart from Joe. "Barry, don't expect her to forgive you, she has every right not to forgive you. Hell, you killed the boy who she loved, whom she trusted. If I were her I would never speak to you again, but she smart enough to accept it was a mistake, but a dumb one. Right now if you want to earn her trust back if you want her to forgive you."

(Should I make a part two to this?)