Regret

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>> Regret <<

<> to feel sorrow or remorse for (an act, fault, disappointment, etc.) <>

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for the most part everything was fine. the movie was great, they were still holding hands, and they were at peace.

nothing could really ruin the moment. it was perfect. and with perfection came an idea. the perfect idea.

"it's great being with you Ritchie." John smiled and ran a hand though the man's hair tenderly.

"it's great being with you too. you're the best." Ringo whispers and John takes a deep breath.

it's now or never.

John let go of Ringo's hand and let it go up to his cheek. he caressed it rather quickly before taking in the sight before him. the older man had gone weak: lips parted oh so slightly, jaw went slack, pupils so dilated you could barely see any blue left, heart beating so fast you could barely feel it, and flushed cheeks. so beautiful, so gorgeous, and all for John.

he leaned in and pressed his thin lips onto the older boy's fuller ones, feeling a small reaction between the two until a hand started to slap him away abruptly. it clearly didn't belong to John.

"wh--what the fuck did you just do?" Ringo asked, completely shocked.

"I-I don't know." John panicked, feeling his head getting dizzy.

"get away from me!" Ringo yelled, scrambling off the couch only to stare at John for a few more seconds before running away to his own room.

"I-I'm sorry." John mumbled, tears threatening to spill from his eyes.

it was only a kiss. I thought you liked me.

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