Last three hours of my life

The last 3 hours

I glanced at the world and said to my myself that I am going to die in  3 hours it might be  a suicide or brutal murder but I ll die in  3 hours and most longest and also the shortest journey will be in these three hours . Am I scared am I suicidal am I a manic I live like others do I have brothers and sisters  too and still I die not only because of my fate but also certain scientific reasons .I eat I sleep and I also excrete and haven't done harm but I ll die this is the day that was fixed for me and for the people on earth most have them have not seen me with their own eyes and  they won't cos they don't have guts to look me in the eye cos I do good for people even when do shit to me and for others and their own race .When I die you don't even feel a thing in your heart and may be because your human the most shitiest thing nature has ever seen and for me I made you , cos of that I feel  shameful but you are considered as gods but for me I live and die as a human cell .......