Shameless Love - Park Chanyeol

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Emma

- Wednesday December 14th

When I made it to my locker to grab my sack lunch, it brought to my brief attention when I swung the locker door open, a folded light-weighted white piece of paper descended upon me, landing on the vinyl floor swiftly. Confusion was written all over my face, furrowing my eyebrows together as I hesitantly slouched down with my hanging arm out to grab the folded piece of paper between my index finger and thumb pad. When bringing myself back to standing position, my head turned both ways to glance if anyone was observing, luckily no one was, just students heading towards the cafeteria in hoards, not giving two shits. So, I unfolded the white piece of paper, in fine black sharpie with killer quality handwriting, skimming my dark blue orbs to the words that say

You know where to find me kid ;)
- Chanyeol

My cheeks fluttered as a genuine smile plastered on my face, revealing my hollow dimples to the max. Biting my bottom lip just by the thought of Chanyeol stuck in my hypnotized mind. Last night, all I could think about was yesterday's jaw-dropping yet passionate intimacy between us that we couldn't bear to break. The affection keeps crawling up to my heart, sinking inside to the conclusion that my feelings are indeed getting more and more secure for Park Chanyeol. It's fucking hard to accept the facts, but we'd both have to acknowledge this one. Never thinking in a million of years that Chanyeol and I would even think about being together but from experience, things change. Sometimes for the best, sometimes for the worst.

Folding Chanyeol's note back to the original fold as I placed it in my right denim jean butt pocket, not considering to bring my sack lunch anymore as my hand straightaway closed my locker, speed walking to an opposite direction than the rest of the remaining students making there way to the cafeteria. Instead, my destination was headed towards the janitors closet, knowing that's the place Chanyeol referred to.

Once my scrawny yet speedy legs made it to the outside of the janitors closet door, my eyes roamed the hallways first, making sure no one spots me walking in suspiciously. Thank god no one saw me as I immediately flung the door open and closed it shut, locking it. Sigh of relief released from my mouth, but then heard a voice that wasn't the voice my ears hoped to hear. It wasn't Chanyeol deep husky voice that makes me swoon as the unknown asks "So I'm guessing you got my note?" The speakers dictation is more lighter with a dash of an orotund and modulated vocalization, hearing those words very clearly. Instantly aware by the tip of my mouth, the voice was indeed familiar. Dubiously of curiosity, my body turns around to reveal the anonymous. Trailed my eyes up, narrowing at the appearance that it was, from my exact knowledge,

Byun Baekhyun.

Which oddly surprises me to see his presence, recalling to the fact that he hasn't been acknowledging me ever since that day I got brutally tortured by those bitches, interrogating what the hell his deal was this time. When we would walk passed each other in the hallways, his eyes would shift a relenting stare in my direction with an emotionless blank face plastered on his feminine face structure, making the obvious actions hard to disregard as he just continues to walk away with EXO, remaining silent as the dark night. Not even a simple 'Hey Em!' revealing his real genuine jubilant smile that always appears with a sparkle that shines in the dark brown orbs of his eyes, making him even more beautiful, which I'm quite envious of by the way.

But this time, my eyes didn't show no care or delight towards him, it's grew to a disenchantment while wrenching my bold gaze, crossing my arms as I lightly slanted vertically back to the janitors closet door, asking sternly "What do you want?" he gripped his opposite arm with his hand, casually resting it there as the pad of his thumb nervously caressed up and down, he says soft-spoken, in explanation mode "Okay look, I know I haven't spoken to yo-" interrupting his dull-witted reasoning by saying arrantly "Yea no shit Baek." he pressed his lips together into a thin line, eyes shut as he a long sigh came from his nostrils before saying, opening his annoyed yet shame eyes to dagger into mine instantly "I'm really sorry I have been ignoring you. It's just that, ever since that day, I just felt like I was the main reason you got hurt." hearing the ignominy travel up towards the end as his shoulders slumped, probably having trouble facing the false facts as a ton of virtual punches hit him in his toned abdomen, regretting.