Shameless Love - Park Chanyeol

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Emma

-Monday December 12th- after work

Today is the day Chanyeol and I switch living positions for the English project, meaning that I'll stay at the Park residence while he stays at my house for a whole entire week. The feeling that Chanyeol will remain at my house is making my stomach turn a little, feeling anxious to whatever he will discover more about me. He attends to be very observant, knowing that he shockingly found out about my deceased mother. It's especially more nerve-wrecking on how my dad will seek Chanyeol. Will he be a bastard in my dads' attentive orbs or surprisingly a genuine kind of guy that's hiding his inner slight ignorance? Who knows, sometimes that big-eared giant dork has a way of pleasing people, so maybe he will actually convince him. He's always unpredictable. No joke.

~

While driving to my next destination which is the Park's house, my noggin went straight towards to an apprehensive thought that came to mind instantly.. I haven't even met his fucking parents.

Chanyeol informed me last Friday that his parents will be coming home from there two week sojourn at Europe on Sunday, so that means they will be home when I'll arrive shortly. God I hope Yoora is already there, hoping the awkward tension that will most likely happen, doesn't occur. I always had an awkward side to myself with an additional diffident feeling twist inside my tummy when it came to meeting new adults. Ever since I was little, my dad always told me whenever he would take me somewhere in public and we'd bump into one of his co-workers, my body would just stay still, solid as a rock, not knowing what to do or say since the look on my face showed fearful with the addition of a timid feeling inside my intestines by there ridiculously intimidating behemoth- like figure height compared to my tiny fragile seven year old body, always thinking I could be crushed at any moment of they took a step closer.

A slight giggle was released in the air when that humorous memory reoccurred back in my head, how dorky the whole situations were every time. Now, it's not really much about there intimidating heights, it's mostly about their attentions they have towards you, meaning if they truly adore you or just utterly despise you in any way. I always try my very best to make the best impression when it comes to meeting adults, especially the parents.

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When I parked my vehicle in the driveway of the Park's big household, releasing some big inhales before getting out as I say to myself in self-assurance, "Don't be nervous Emma, you got this. It's just Chanyeol's parents, no big deal." keeping those words repeatedly in my noggin as I reluctantly opened my car door to get out with my backpack strap around my left shoulder blade and my dark garnet weekender bag filled with my some pairs of clothes, undergarments, and more feminine products that could last me a week, strapped around my other shoulder blade as my direction goes straight over to their porch doorstep.

Biting the line of my lip as the high-strung notion starts to occur from all the nerves. Taking a few deep breaths, inhale and exhale before my hand turned into a fist, bringing my fist towards the door to hesitantly knock about two times to indicate that someone is at the door. After the first knock, my ears could overhear Haru's sharp alarming barks from the sudden knocks. Waiting patiently, my prayers were answered when the door flung open to reveal the exquisite-like Yoora at the entrance, her facial expression automatically changed as her eyes glisten with bliss with her genuine smile plastered on her face when noticing my appearance at her doorstep, while her arms gestured out to envelop around me in a short tight embrace, she expresses "Aw Emma you're here!" my arms wrapped around her as well to return the welcoming embrace.