Shameless Love - Park Chanyeol

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Yoora

11:30 am

Little did Chanyeol know that when I was hastily heading out for work this morning, my sneaky fingers grasped Emma's keys from the kitchen counter to drive back her car from the school's parking lot to our house on my lunch break. Chanyeol texted me that she has a fever so he is going to stay home and take care of her... hint hint to the obvious. He actually does care for Emma, very much. Normally he would just say man up or get over it but for Emma, it's different. I think he is slowly developing feelings for her which is adorable, coming from his noona.

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While walking out of the building towards my car, I felt a slight vibration in my side pocket, knowing that it's my phone, indicating that I'm getting an upcoming call. My fingers straightaway slid into my black jean pocket, grabbing my iPhone as the view of the caller ID was my Eomma. With a the red heart emoji next to her name, since I love my Eomma with all my heart. A smile appeared on my face as my thumb pressed accept, placing my phone towards my ear as my polite greeting was released "Hello Eomma!"

Was in happy spirits until my ears perceived some hushed whimpers and a few sniffles from the other line, bringing my full attention while I stopped my tracks. Immediately asking in a concerned tone "Mom? What's wrong??"

"Yoora I don't know if I can tell you, or even Chanyeol for gods sake." now I'm perturbed. You know it's bad when she can't even say a single word about it towards you. Instantly making it inside my car while closing the car door, I say to assure her very sincerely "You can tell me and Chanyeol anything, we're here for you no matter what."

She let out a small snivel before she said in her choked up motherly tone "Love I- I don't think Chanyeol can know about this one.." what the hell did she mean about that??

"Eomma! You're worrying me! Please just tell me, I can handle it!" knowing that my mother is suffering on the other line, just made my inner dramatic outcry, demanding to know why she's hurt at this very moment.

She let out a deep breathe before confessing "I-i just got a call from the Young Offender Institution.." before she could even finish her sentence, a slight weep was in the air, knowing that it will be hard for her to continue. Anticipating that she isn't going to say what I think she's about to confess, but sadly she does when she admits

"L-lila was released."

And with that, my whole body just froze like stone, suddenly dropping my phone in shock that they would actually liberate that crazy bitch! Knowing that my mother ended the call already, possibly regretting that she confessed that revolting news towards me. I could feel the rim of my eyes water as my back leaned in the drivers seat, squeezing my eyes shut, bringing my knees up as I let out a loud wail of dolor. Not caring if people walking past stare.

A lot of questions are rumbling through my twisted mind thinking Does that bitch still 'love' him? Has she learned her lesson in the cellar? How will Chanyeol react when he finds out she's released? My mind can picture her clearly.. which I don't fucking want! To get my mind away from the madness and distress in the atmosphere, I say to my self, hoping the universe could hear me while having my hands cuffed to the sides of my heads tight "Get out of my fucking head bitch!" but sadly, no one can hear.. no one single person.

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Finishing the last fifteen minutes in the depths of melancholy, wiping my dreary red eyes as my hands grip my keys. Turning the ignition on as I pull out of my parking space and instantly drove to my next destination which was Chanyeol and Emma's school.