White Liar

17

"Thank you." I put my car in drive driving to my dorm.

I'm back in Cali. I haven't told anyone I'm coming back today just Lizzy. It's been 3 days since what happened between me and Alex. I feel like Alex knows something about Jason that I don't. Well of course he does. I mentally roll my eyes. Him and Jason was bestfriends. But once me and Jason started dating everything changed.

I pull into my parking spot in front of the dorm. I get out grabbing all my bags. Walking up the stairs. I unlock the door. I turned around and Jason was sitting on my bed. Lizzy and Tony sitting on her bed. "What's going on." I look at Lizzy. "Why is he here?"

Jason stands. "We need to talk ."

"I thought I told you don't tell anyone I'm coming back today." I ignore Jason.

"It slipped out. He was getting on my nerves and kept asking about you." Lizzy rolls her eyes.
"I'm sorry."

"Y'all need to make up. This is getting annoying." Tony sighs.
Pulling Lizzy up from the bed. "Like now." He walks out the door.

Lizzy hugs me. "Glad you're back." She follows behind Tony.

Jason walk to me. "Emily. I'm sorry."

I huff crossing my arms. "Do you even know why you're sorry."

His eyebrows bunch up in confusion. "I cheated then got another woman pregnant. Then didn't tell you."

I wanted to laugh he looked like an child getting in trouble. "Yes. Yes you did."

"You don't know how sorry I am. I wish none of this ever happen. But mistakes happen. "He grabs my hands. "But baby we both made mistakes. That we're not proud of. I'm so sorry from the bottom of my heart. I love you so much. Just because i have an child with her doesn't change how I feel about you. Please I will spend a life time making it up to you. But I can't spend another night without kissing you goodnight in my arms. Am I forgiven? "He shakes my hands. Making an funny face.

I try to hide my smile. I sigh out loud "I guess Jason." I smile

He picks up me hugging me. Whisper how much he loves me in my neck. "I missed you." He sets me down kissing me forehead. "I promise to be honest with you."

Right then my stomach is filled with guilt. I basically cheated on Jason. I'm honestly scared to tell him. "I have to tell you something."

"What is it."I feel my eyes water before I can get a word out. Jason will never let this go. I know it. "Emily it's okay you can tell me whatever it is we'll get through it." He rubs my arms. I back up creating space between us. He notices. "Emily what did you do?"

"Hear me out first." I take deep breathes "While I was in NewYork. Alex came to my apartment. "He take a step back walking to the bed sitting down. I sit on the floor in front of him.

"And what happened." He say looking at the floor. I don't respond. I'm scared. I put my head on my knees crying softly. "Did you fuck him?"

I nod again. I lift my head. Tears pouring down my face. "I'm sorry. "I say but Jason doesn't respond. He has his head down his leg shaking. "Jason I'm sorry." I start hiccuping from crying to much. "I didn't mean for it to happened." My crying gets worse.

Jason lifts his head. His eyes was red also. "Baby stop crying." He calmly says.

I shake my head. "You're gonna break up with me again."

He rubs his face. "I won't. Just stop crying." He hands me a few tissues. To wipe my face..
I take the tissue blowing my noes wiping my tears. He paces back in fourth. With his hands on his head.