White Liar

18

"Hey. Thank you for putting Adria to bed for me."

Jason's lays down beside me. "It's no problem." Im currently shopping online for things in my apartment.

"Baby. What's wrong?" He pulls the laptop off my lap. I look at him. I kiss him. This might be our last kiss. So I put everything into it. He hover on top off me. I pull away. "What's wrong Emily?" He looks me in the eye.

"I can't do this anymore Jason." I feel a tear slide down my face.

He gets off me sitting in his regular position beside me. "Baby. I- I." He stuttered over his words.

"Everything is changing. I just feel like the love the excitement isn't there anymore. You have a child with someone who isn't me. You cheated twice and admitted that you choose to do that-"

"And you cheated to." He argues.

"Jason this relationship is nothing by lies. "

"What are you talking about!" He half shouts.

"Alex said you're hiding something from me. And if you don't tell me. I'm walking out the front door and you'll lose me forever." I cross my arms.

Jason run his hands down his face sighing loudly. "I been selling again."

I gasp. "How could you be so stupid."

"I have to! I have an child!"

I back up. "We just need a few days away from each other."I grab my purse. "I'll be back tomorrow."

I was about to walk out front door. He runs in the living room. "Emily. Please don't go." He grabs my hands pulling me towards his body. "I can't lose you again. Please baby just come back." He grabs my chin making look him in the eye. He's eyes is clouded with tears. "Just please we'll go straight to sleep. I'll even sleep in the living room but please don't leave."

I put my purse on the table. "Fine. But you'll be sleeping in the living room."

"Deal."

•
I see the bright light coming from my eyelids. I roll over making my back face the window. I open my eyes. I smell breakfast being cooked. I get out the bed. Slipping on Jason's shirt. Walking to the kitchen. Jason stands their wearing white basketball shorts and white and black nike socks. "Morning." I lean on the counter.

He looks at me giving me a perfect smile. "Good Morning."

"Where's the baby?"

"Cameron and Ashlyn agreed to take her for the day." I nod. He fixes our plates. Bringing them to the table. I sit down. He pours apple juice in my cup. Lemonade in his.

"Thank You." I cut into my blueberry pancakes. I moan. Feeling the melted blueberry on my tongue.

"Where going out today" He say eating a piece of bacon.
"It's the surprise. So you can do whatever until 7 that's when I'm picking you up."

I place my fork down. "Do I have an so say-"

"No." He cuts me off siping his drink.

We finish off breakfast. I took a shower and changed to into Jason football hoodie from high school and black jeans with my brown Uggs. He's at practice. So I'm on my way to meet Lizzy at Krispy Cream.

I park my car walking to the building. I see my reflection in the car I grin. I can make an 5 year old hoodie look good I had my hair pinned in high ponytail with pearls in my ears.

I approach Lizzy sipping her coffee looking down at her phone. "Hey Liz."  We do a girly kiss on the cheek.

"Hey. You look cute." She sets her phone down.