White Liar

30

Waking up to an silent house made miss Jason even more. Not hearing Adria little whimpers or the tv the on in the living room.

I stand up from the bed stretching in the process. I walk over to the dresser unplugging my phone. I had an message from Angel, Sean ,and Lizzy.

I ignore everyone and FaceTime Lizzy while it rings I wash my face and brush my teeth. "Hey girl." Her face pops up.

"Hey bitch. I miss you." I smile picking up my from the sink walking to the living room.

"What ups? How you been?"

I sigh putting my hand on my head. "Girl. Me and Jason broke up then fucking him and Alex got into it."

She gasp. "What? Wait so y'all broken up for good?"

"He said that I need to figure out what I want because I keep picking Alex. "

"And what did Jason and Alex argue about?"

"Sean stupid ass. You know how him and Jason sister was like talking or whatever." She hums in agreement. "So Sean called saying he wanted to meet up. Well we meet up then and when sean left Alex came in right behind him. So when I got home I told Jason he didn't believe me. " I sigh. "My dumbass decides to call Alex and tells him come over. So long story short. You know him and Jason never got over the fact. That I ended up with Jason but still have some feelings for Alex. "

"Stop." She cuts me off "Let me guess the rest. Alex said something about how Jason got you. Jason got in his feelings and said something back. Alex got mad and said something he shouldn't have about Jason." She lifts her eyebrow in curiosity.

"Yes." I smile. "Those two right there." I shake my head.

"Emily. Do you want want to be with Alex."

"No." I answer honestly.

"Do you love him."

"Yes."

"But you don't want him with nobody else?" I don't answer. "You can't do that baby girl. That's selfish as hell. And you play with his head if you don't want him then let him go you can love him from a distance. Let him go so he can be happy."

"I know. You that didn't even cry when Jason left."

"Go see him." She look at something. "I gotta go girl but I hope everything works out."

"Okay bye love you."

"Love you too." She hangs up.

I lean back in the couch. I open my messages. I text Angel back telling her I'm coming over in a few to talk to Jason but don't tell him.

I get up walking my room my phone buzzes she answers saying okay.

It's pretty chilly out side so I put on blue jeans and my black north face with my black uggs. I brush my hair into an messy but cute bun.
I put on my diamond studs.

I grab my keys and phone walking out the door.

•
"Hey. Where is he?"

"In the back." I step into the house Adria was sleep on the couch.

I quietly walk to the back. I knock on the door. He doesn't answer so I walk in.

Jason was in the bed with the pillows over his head his feet sticking out at the bottom of the bed. I put my keys and phone down on the nightstand. I climb on the bed. "Jason." I push his hair aside.

He slowly open his eyes. He looks up at me. "Why are you here?" He pushes my hand away.

"Baby I'm so sorry. I've shouldn't let what Alex said mess with my head. And I'm truly sorry for kicking you out and always putting Alex in the center of our relationship. I miss you and I'm sorry."