Fix me. (Miniminter)

Coffee With JJ.

(I am so sorry I haven't updated in a while, my sleeping patterns are all over the place at the moment. I have a day off so I'm going to spend the rest of the day writing and will hopefully get quite a few chapters done, I will upload everyday from now on at 8pm)

I walk outside after JJ, my arms crossed over my chest to try and shield my body from the cold. We walk towards the garage and I realise how many cars they have. I knew they had money, JJ has a Lamborghini in his front garden for fucks sake.

"Which car do you wanna go in." He asked, I didn't really want to go in the lambo, purely because of the fact that everyones attention will be drawn to us. "Lets just go in the other one." I say referring to the audi in the back corner of the large garage. It was still a good car, just obviously not as good as the lambo.

We hop in as JJ connects his phone to the speaker, I just roll my eyes as he played his new song, 'Friends With Benefits.' I mean, it was a good song, JJ just overplays it.

"Really?!" I said sarcastically. He just looked up to me and laughed, dancing along to the music.

I shook my head and just looked at the road in front of me. "Just drive!" I shout with a giggle, he laughed and left the driveway heading towards central London.

I never thought I'd get along with someone like JJ, he's just so outgoing and confident. I wish I was like that, maybe I can get like that, It just takes time.

We eventually find a parking spot, after about 15 minutes of driving around the entirety of London. "Finally." I sigh undoing my seatbelt and hopping out of the car to the 'fresh' London air. We walk towards a small little coffee shop, it reminded me of where I worked. I don't even know if I still work there anymore, they must have found out about what happened otherwise they would have definitely tried to contact me to ask why I wasn't coming in.

I will have to show my face soon, I can't keep hiding.

We enter the little shop and sit down next to the window, waiting for the lady to come and take our order. I pick up the menu and scan through it. I didn't really want anything to eat, I'll just have a tea.

"What you getting?" I asked JJ as he looked up to me. "Coffee cake, with a hot chocolate. They're so good here." He tells me and I just chuckle, I don't get how guys can eat so much. I become full after eating a fucking banana.

We give our orders to the waitress and I can't help but get a little jealous how she can be so confident around customers, I would never be able to be like that.

After the lady left we were sat together with our own conversations. "So you got anyone special in your life?" I asked JJ as he just shook his head with a sigh. "Nope, I am single as fuck." He laughed, leaning back and resting his head in his palms.

"How are you and Simon." I frown and lean forward on the table. "I don't really know, I'm not really looking for a relationship right now. I'm still mourning, the thought of getting close so someone once more and to lose them would literally kill me." I let out my thoughts as he nods sincerely.

"Yeah I get you, even if stuff doesn't work out you will always have me and the rest of the guys, we've all grown pretty fond of having you around." He said which put a massive smile on my face, it's nice to know somebody really cares.

"Thankyou." I said as I noticed the woman walk up with our order. I take my tea with a smile and rest it in front of me adding sugar and milk. God I loved tea, I knew I was giving in to the British stereotype.

We finished eating about half an hour later, and I started to get my things ready to leave with JJ. "Fancy doing a bit of shopping?" He asked grabbing his phone. I bit my lip. "JJ, I haven't been to work in over two weeks, I have about 20p to my name." He just chuckles a little and shakes his head, "I know, come on, my treat." He said. I just rolled my eyes and stand up walking outside behind JJ's tall figure.

We took a stroll to the prime shopping area of London and look around.

We were shopping for a good few hours before it started to get dark outside, JJ had bought me a whole new wardrobe full of clothes, I was so happy. I mean I know money to him wasn't even that valuable seeing as he has earned so much of it, but he still took the time out of his busy schedule to help me out, now I won't have to steal all of Viks tops.

We walked back up to JJ's car and put all our bags in the back seat, he bought a lot of things for himself too, his fashion sense was.. interesting.

As we were on our way home he turned to me. "We just need to pop somewhere before we get home, its only like five minutes away from ours." He told me as I nodded, not too bothered.

We arrived at a very tall apartment building where I believe the rest of the boys lived like Ethan etc.. He parked his car in the gloomy car park and jumped out, I saw Simons range rover parked next to us which made me smile, he must be here too.

We get the lift to the 17th floor, which I think is Ethans flat. As we walked in we were greeted by many different faces, basically all the boys were here. I was slightly uncomfortable when JJ left me to go and greet everyone but that soon subsided when I saw a familiar tall figure walking towards me and hugging me tightly.

"Have fun?" He asked referring to my day out with JJ. I nodded with a smile hugging him back tightly. "Yeah it was fun." I replied and pulled away looking up to him. "I need to show you something quick." As Simon mentioned this everyone turned to look at us exit with an excited smile on their faces.

We take the lift down to the floor below and walk up to a separate flat. As we stand next to the door I look up to Simon as he hands me a key, and the gesturing to the door. I shake my head and put my hands up to my face. "You didn't." I tell him pushing him back slightly jokingly. I jump up in excitement as I opened the door walking inside.

It was beautiful. I instantly collapsed to the floor in a fit of tears, Simon was chuckling behind me with his hands on my shoulders. "We all knew you were struggling with finding a place after what happened, so we all chipped in. We've spoken to your work and you won't be expected back there until you're ready. everything is paid for, we can help you out with bills until you get back on your feet." He said, I cried so hard, barely even believing it.

I stood up and turned around to Simon wrapping my arms around his neck and hugging him as tightly as I could, I was a mess of tears and emotion. "Thank you so much." I sob, kissing his lips repeatedly for a few seconds before turning around and looking around. As soon as you walk in there is a beautiful kitchen that connects to the living room and around the corner is the bedrooms.

Simon gave me a little tour around as I held my hand to my mouth still in shock. He held my hand as we walked around and laughed the whole way because I was crying, I didn't care. I was so shocked, I've known them for a month and they do something like this for me? Amazing.

"Everyones upstairs waiting for you, we have thrown a surprise housewarming party." He tells me. I nodded and rested my hand on his chest. "let me just sort myself out quickly then." I say walking into the bathroom, even the toilet was gorgeous. a walk in shower, separate bath tub and a huge ass mirror which will come in handy. I look at myself and sort out my running makeup and make myself look more presentable.

The whole place was even furnished which amazed me, where did they even find the time to do it? I was at theirs for a good week. I emerge from the bathroom to see Simon waiting on the sofa. He gets up as he see's me and smiles. "Ready?" He asked as we start to walk out the front door, out to the elevator, too lazy to walk up one flight of stairs.

We reach Ethans door and stand outside for a minute making sure I looked okay as I knew all eyes would be on me and Simon. I sigh and press the door bell, the door opening almost instantly.