I realized today that my only thoughts in the past 24 hours were, "when will he Skype me?".
"When will he text me?", "Is he awake right now?", "Let me read while I wait.".
Oh, how my thoughts surround and revolve him daily. It's a bit creepy, but he was my 'best friend', and my love.
It sucks because no matter what happened between us he was there for me, but I wasn't there for him. And now I ca't be even if I wanted I couldn't. He believed that I was something special. he saw past the hair on my arms and my deepest. He made all my unhappy memories more bearible. He stood by me even when my thoughts were plagued with me wanting to die. To leave this shitty world us humans call home.
he is truly something out of a fairytale. He is my prince charming without his armor. He saved me, and always will save me from my darkest thoughts.
J.E.
-Remember me the once loved ; )
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Thoughts Of the Once Loved
Non-Fiction"Even in the light my dark mind will always surround you, because you saved me from myself. Because even while everyone else was too busy with their own lives you were there every step of the way not knowing what I was feeling. Not knowing what I wa...
