I think I'm slowly learning to move on from you. I've started to make friends at school and got to see a kid that I remember from elementary. He constantly is smiling at me when I look and when he thinks I'm not looking he'll stare and squint at me like he's trying to figure out whether I've changed or not.
I have.
Me and him don't talk we usually just stare and wave at each other. once he tried talking to me but I forgot who he was and just decided to ignore him. Maybe that's why we don't talk? I don't really know, but he seems cool.
maybe one day I'll get you to meet some of my friends. Actually, no. I don't want to have you meet them 'cause then I'll never be able to fully move on.
I have to let you go. I can't hold onto you forever. It's too much pain for us both, and I know we aren't meant to be but I wish we were. So, since we're not I think--No, I feel--like I am finally letting go of you piece by piece.
One day I'll actually let go, for now I"m just slowly moving on. Maybe we'll move on together as friends, but probably not.
So, for now,
I'll move one without you.
Hopefully you'll do the same so we both won't hurt.
-Remember me the once loved ; )
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Thoughts Of the Once Loved
No Ficción"Even in the light my dark mind will always surround you, because you saved me from myself. Because even while everyone else was too busy with their own lives you were there every step of the way not knowing what I was feeling. Not knowing what I wa...
