I can't help but think about all those things that happened while I was there.
Like the day you told me you liked another girl. Or when you came to the teen center and was smiling like crazy. You told me you had kissed her. You made out with her. But you told me you would never make-out with me because it was weird. Were you lying? Maybe not, I heard that making out part from the girl you "kissed" but I trust you. I really did.
Maybe now that I'm gone you are doing all of this again. I don't doubt it, since you couldn't even stick to staying with me while I was here. Neither could I, but I sure as hell tried. I tried because I love you.
I loved you so much. It hurts to make me say it, but I did.
I did.
You're not the same guy I loved and I am not the same girl you said you "loved". We've changed in the past 4 month. You especially.
So I guess what I'm saying is I don't love you anymore. It hurts so fucking much, but I don't. I fell out of it finally, but I'm still caught on what we had.
I miss it...
-Remember the once Loved
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Thoughts Of the Once Loved
Non-Fiction"Even in the light my dark mind will always surround you, because you saved me from myself. Because even while everyone else was too busy with their own lives you were there every step of the way not knowing what I was feeling. Not knowing what I wa...
