I'd die for you-Joshler

Chapter 2:

[Tyler]- The sound of Josh on his drums echoed through the house and through my head. I could tell  that he wasn't in a good mood. I knew so much about him but its like he knew nothing about me. He was my other half and.......I loved him so much. Tears started to form in my eyes I sat against the basement door. I could feel the coolness of the door against my back. The sound of drums rang in my head. Suddenly I felt it.....a warm but cool...tear fall from my eye. I felt it roll down my cheek and after that I couldn't hold the rest in ....they all came my face was stained with tears .....fucking tears. My head hurt and I felt sick. I was a complete fucking mess. Josh always had a way to escape reality.....he had his drums , but as for me ....I had nothing. I have to deal with every frickin emotion. The only escape I could think of was..........death. The love I have for Josh is insane. He was the reason I  was living and when he isn't present,....my whole world collapses. I love him near me....all the time but ....he seems to avoid me. I closed my eyes which were still leaking tears .......and fixed my position against the door....I will wait for him, I thought , even if he doesnt want me.

[Josh]-I put my drum sticks down.....and wiped my eyes.....It has been two hours sitting in a dark basement letting my emotions out on my drums. I got up from my chair and walked to the back door of the basement ............i needed fresh air ....to clear my mind..............the sun blinded me. The fresh air seemed to bring back life to me......just the feeling of inhaling it through my nostrils. I walked around the house back to the front door and went back inside ready to confront Tyler .......my Tyler. My mind seemed to wander and while walking through the house I realized that ...he.......was nowhere .......he was gone. All of a sudden I began to panic...........at a fast pace I walked from room to room..........flinging the doors open............i hope he hasnt done anything...stupid. WHERE IS HE ........my heart was beating a million mile per hour............wait........i stopped in my tracts the basement . I started to walk to the basement door from inside the house. OH GAWD.............there he was .........I let out a sigh of relief .........tears fell from my face..............he was alright.........sleeping ...at the door....................waiting for........me.