I'd die for you-Joshler

Chapter 1:

[Tyler]...."I'd die for you"...I stared into his eyes, studying him......searching for something in him. Something that would show me that he hasn't given up on me . I slowly moved closer to him but before I could do anything his middle finger went up and he walked away without a word.

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[Josh} My emotions were everywhere and I had no idea what to think. I was angry and confused and ...something else. Tyler means so much to me but sometimes its hard to believe what he says. I have trust issues and I don't know whats real and whats not.....but I should believe him. I realized that I hated thinking about stuff like this ....to emotional and stuff that hurt my head...I realized I've been thinking to much. I hated this .....emotions .....my head hurt it felt as if certain words wouldn't leave me alone. I looked up at the bathroom mirror....I looked like shit .....my eyes were really red and watery. I just hated life. I walked out of the bathroom and into my room and grabbed my drum sticks and started walking down to the basement. I knew that music would help...it always helps....get rid of unnecessary thoughts. The hallway was dark as hell I was almost at the basement door when I ran into him......my heart skipped a beat. HE was literally everywhere I went. I looked him in the eyes and then started to walk past him....he called my name but I ignored him, opened the basement door and slammed it in his face and locked it.