"I fell in love with the guy who loves my bestfriend." I always want to make myself believe that they were meant to be.
I want him to be the guy my bestfriend have because I saw how genuine his soul is. i saw how pure his feelings for her are and I saw just how much his eyes would reflect the love he has.
My bestfriend deserves someone like him. I liked him for her, but I never thought I'd love him for that.
I was a bridge to a love that was never conceived. So I failed, I failed to help him and I failed to make my friend realise how much he's worth. I felt sad but happy. Sad to have wasted such a guy but happy to free him from his one sided business called love.
But I still like him.. I never knew what made me feel like this so deeply but as far as I know, he made me fell in love with his soul. I knew just how much he can do for someone he loves, but I never wish for it to be me. I am more than happy to actually tell him how I feel and not receive any in return.
He must know just how much he's worth, he must know just how much he's rare. He must know that even though the girl he likes never look at him, someone from the rear is admiring him.
I really liked the way he loved my bestfriend. Funny how I fell in love with the way he loved someone.
He's a must-have, but if I can't have him, someone may be able to actually stand-in.
I still believe they're meant to be, because his love isn't the kind of love that fades so easily. And that makes me love him even more.
