ParkBomb94 ~ Battle wounds

Chapter 10 | TYBSI's Thoughts

H's P.O.V

I was sitting on the couch, talking to TYBSI on the phone. He was talking to me about how some fan came up to him in the library and started freaking out. I wasn't listening much to what he was saying, I was thinking about this morning and how weird it was. I really hope Parker didn't wake up because of me. I don't think he knows I like him and i'm okay with that because he would never like me the same way I love him. It sucks that he's living with me though, it just makes it harder and harder not being able to hold him and kiss him. I'm really glad he got a text this morning I think it just would have made things awkward for the both of us, like really really awkward. Hmmmm maybe it would be best to talk to a friend about how I felt about Parker. TYBSI finished his story.

Hey bud? I said

Yea H?

Can I talk to you about something?

Yea sure anything whats on your mind?

Well uhh i'm uhh. I struggled to find the right words

Its okay you know you can tell me anything. 

I nodded even though he couldn't see me. Yea well.... I paused for a few seconds. I-I'm gay.

He was silent for a moment and I got scared. TYBSI you still there?

Yea I'm still here and I'm so proud of you for telling me H. 

Really? I was worried you wouldn't be friends with me anymore.

No man, no mater what you will always be my friend. Who else have you told?

No one, well kind of one person.

What do you mean? He asked.

Well, see I kind of like someone...

WHO??? He interrupted. 

P-P-Parker. 

You guys would be cute together. 

Yea, well, the thing is I don't think he likes me, anyways what I wanted to talk to you about is I messed up real bad.

What did you do? He asked

This morning when I woke up I was holding Parker and he was resting his head on my chest and our legs were intertwined. I'm not sure but I think we both just flopped around in our sleep and ended up like that, and so I just I really wanted to be with him and so I practiced telling him I loved him and I guess I just couldn't resist it and I kissed him and I kind of ended up making out with him. 

Okay, so he was asleep he probably didn't know you say anything. 

But making out with someone who is sleeping is technically considered rape. I "RAPED" Parker. If he had woken up he could have sued me.

Yea but he wouldn't have because your his friend, he would understand, and who knows maybe he likes you. 

Yea but maybe he doesn't. I said

You don't know unless you ask him. 

B-but what if he doesn't like me?

Parker's P.O.V

I got home and was about to walk in the living room when I heard H on the phone. 

Well, see I kind of like someone...

Who was he talking too? I didn't move. I wanted to hear what H was saying.

P-P-Parker. 

Damn he really did like me. I shouldn't make a sound though because then H would know I was listening in. 

I continued listening to his conversation. 

But making out with someone who is sleeping is technically considered rape. I "RAPED" Parker. If he had woken up he could have sued me.

Okay, so I guess thats kind of good kind of bad. He doesn't know I was awake but he thinks he's done something wrong. He continued his conversation and I felt like I should leave so I left out the back door and came back in louder so H could hear me. 

Hi. I yelled. I walked into the room H was in.

I gotta go talk to you later. He said to the person on the phone.

Who were you talking too? I asked him. 

Oh just uhhh TYBSI were were planing a vid. 

Okay. I said.

Wheres the milk? He asked

Huh.

You went out to get milk.

Oh yea! Right. umm I wen't to 3 different stores and they were all out. 

All three of them were out?

uhuh. I have to go I promised Graser I would record with him.

I left and went to my desk. I got on team speak and messaged Graser I was ready to record. He told me to get in recording room 3. When I got into the room we talked for al little while and then started to record some dragon escape. We were both commentating like normal.

Dude why are you do good at this game I thought you sucked at this. I said

Because I'm MASTA G10.

We both laughed and the it got silent.

So I heard rushers in Chicago have you talked to him? He asked

N-No

Really I thought he had mentioned you guys hung out a couple of times.

W-Well yea we hung out once or twice I guess. 

Cool. What did you guys do? 

ohh uhh nothing much just umm hung out.

What come on you didn't do anything fun? 

NO. Lets talk about something else. 

Okay, sorry man. Have you died yet?

Noo, I just did.

I continued to be bitter and in a bad mood through the rest of the video. I pretty sure Graser noticed I tried to hide it but I'm not sure how well I did. Hopefully the fans wouldn't notice anything was wrong. 

After we finished recording we talked for a few minutes.

So whats up with you man your acting differently. He asked me.

Oh nothing really its just... life's been really tough lately and I just don't really know what to do. 

Do you want to talk about it?

No, not really. 

Okay but can you just promise me you wont do anything stupid?

Sure, I promise.

I logged off of team speak and checked my phone. I got a text from rusher. I didn't want to open it but I knew I had to. 

YOU TOLD H ABOUT US!

Shit how did he know that. 

How did you know? I responded

YOUR GOING TO REGRET THIS.

What do you mean?

He didn't respond. I got worried but I couldn't tell H about this because I didn't want him to worry. God damn I shouldn't have told H. I shouldn't have gotten him involved. What if rusher does something bad to H? I rubbed my scares. I decided to take a shower so I could give myself what I deserved.