ParkBomb94 ~ Battle wounds

Chapter 15 | Parker's Back

Parker's P.O.V

My dream

H and I were lying in bed H was holding me like he was in my dream on the plain but this time there was no pain in my arm, we weren't floating away from each other we were just there. I love you. I whispered to him. I love you too Parker. 

When I woke up H was sitting next to me, watching me sleep. His eyes were puffy he'd obviously been crying.

Your up! He said. 

Wow were you watching me sleep? Ya creep. 

He seemed shocked at first but then started to cry. I sat up. 

H, you okay?

He nodded. 

Your back!

What do you mean, I never left?

You're you again! He said.

He hugged me. 

I missed you. He said.

I missed you too, and I promise you I will NEVER hurt myself ever again!

Hopefully things can get back to normal now. He said.

What about the viewers? The guys? They still all hate me.

Nope I fixed that.

How?

I spoke to Rusher and recorded it he admitted to it and so I showed it to the guys and gave it to the police. Rusher's gunna go to jail. 

Thank you!

The doctor walked in.

Good morning, how are you feeling. He said not really expecting a response from me.

Much better.

He looked up from his papers and smiled.

I can tell.

When can I leave? I asked.

Well, we were originally going to make you stay here for another week but since your feeling better you might get to leave in a few days depending on what the psych evaluation says. You might even get to leave as early as tomorrow morning. 

H and I both smiled

Well I better go check on other patients I'll see you later.

We both said bye.

H's P.O.V

The doctor left. It's weird that Parker is now all of a sudden better when last night when I left him he wouldn't even talk to me. When I sat down next to Parker before he woke up he must have been dreaming about Stef because I heard him whisper "I love you". I'm glad Parker's back though.

What changed? I asked

Huh?

I mean, why are you yourself now, what made you suddenly be happy you haven't been like this for months.

I don't know I guess I am just tired of being so sad and hopeless and besides yes my family may hate gays but I can't help it if its who I am.

Parker, what are you saying?

He took a deep breath before speaking, he looked nervous. 

I'm saying i'm g-gay and do you remember the morning when you carried me upstairs from bed?

I nodded. 

Well, I woke up before you and I heard you when you thought I was asleep. 

I could feel my heart racing. Why didn't he tell me he was awake? I hope things aren't awkward between us now. Wait he said he was gay. Does that mean....

H?  

He interrupted my thoughts.

Yea?

Did you hear what I said?

I shook my head. I guess I was too worked up in my thoughts. He grabbed my hand.

I said I love you. 

Y-y-you do?

He nodded and pulled his face close to mine until our lips were touching. He closed his eyes, I did too. I was still processing what had just happened. I pulled away.

I love you too.

Thank you for everything you have done, letting me stay with you when I needed to, believing  me when no one else did, and going to the police for me to prove I'm innocent. 

Of course, I kissed him on his forehead and stood up. 

I'm going to go get some breakfast do you want anything?

No thanks.

I left him walking to the hospital's cafeteria. I had a smile on my face. Half of me was in shock that one Parker liked me and two that he was awake when I told him I loved him, and half of me was beyond happy at what had just happened. 

Parker's P.O.V

I didn't plan to do that but I did and I'm glad I did. I love him, and... he loves me too. I lightly brushed my hand over my scars. Never again. Not now that I have H. I wonder what the viewers will think. Hopefully I can get some of the fans back. I know that no matter what i'm still going to have haters but thats nothing new everyone has at least some haters. I decided to go on twitter, I wanted to tweet something so I could talk a little to the viewers. 

Im in the hospital now but im ok I will be making a vid as soon as im home explaining things please dont hate until u know the full story.

I read through the replies. There were haters, there were some fans, and there were people that obviously hadn't been on youtube in a while. 

@Heyimcuber - "Full story" You just want to save your ass I bet you wont ever post again

@AprilKilger - Hey you guys should let him explain before judging him maybe it was all a misunderstanding

@BrittLoves1999 - Wait whats going on? Why is Parker getting hate?

@CubeHat3r219 - Fag i called it. 

Okay I should stop looking at these, it's just going to make me sadder. Maybe I can talk to the guys on team speak. I opened team speak on my phone and put my ear buds in. Will was on. I joined his room. 

Will - Hey Parker! Whats up. I heard what happened are you okay? 

Me- Yea, i'm much better. 

Will- Are you still in the hospital?

Me- Yea but the doctor says I might get out as early as tomorrow. 

Will- Thats good.

Me- So what do the guys think of me? Do any of them still hate me?

Will- No, not really Tybsi is still suspicious but I wouldn't say he hates you. 

Me- But everyone else understands?

Will- Yea. So uhh you self harm right?

Me- Yea, well I used to I decided i'm going to try and stop. 

Will- I'm about to tell you something, can you promise not to tell anyone?

Me- Yea sure what is it?

Will- No one else knows this but I self harm and I don't know how to stop.

Me- Why? When did you start?

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Okay so I know I left you off on a cliffhanger but I will try to update once more tonight. I hope you guys liked this chapter. Follow me on twitter and tumbler my username on both is CubeFic.