ParkBomb94 ~ Battle wounds

Chapter 6 | Don't Tell

Parker's P.O.V

Shit shit shit shit shit. Why did I just tell H I loved him? Oh man I messed up. I messed up soo much. Why would I do this? This could ruin our friendship. No, I have to think of something to cover what I just said. 

Parker I..I... He said

No. I'm sorry I shouldn't have said anything I'm probably just missing Stef. I didn't mean it I really didn't. I'm sorry H. Can we just forget I said anything? I said.

H's P.O.V

I nodded. I didn't want to but I did. I wanted to kiss him right there and then but he said it himself, he didn't mean it. He didn't love me. 

TIME SKIP, A FEW MONTHS LATER

Parker's P.O.V

I went to go hang out with Rusher since he was in town for a couple weeks. He was staying in a hotel so I met him there. I took an uber there since I didn't have a car and H was out so I couldn't take his. 

When I got to the hotel I payed the uber and went to the room number rusher texted me. I knocked on the door and waited. The door opened and I saw rusher. 

Hey. I said

Well hey bud. Come on in. 

His hotel room was small. Not many places to sit so I sat on the side of the bed. He sat next to me.

So, why are you in Chicago? I asked.

Well to be completely honest its because of you. He said while he put his hand on my thigh.

Wha...what do you mean? I asked 

He squeezed my leg a little and said I came here because of you Parker I love you.

I don't... I tried to say but he interrupted me

I said. I love you Parker... weather you like it or not. 

And what if I don't? I pulled his hand off of my leg. 

Then I will tell your family that you and H are together.

But thats a lie I'm not. Were not. You wouldn't, your my friend, why would you do this to me?

Because I love you. He said while climbing on top of me and pushing me back onto the bed.

Owwwww. I yelled. My head hit the head board as he pushed me down. He leaned his face close to mine and kissed my lips. I didn't kiss back. He stopped, sat up still on top of me.

Do you want me to tell your parents your gay?

No.

Then make me happy.

He started kissing me again and this time I unwillingly kissed back. He started taking my shirt off and threw it on the ground. He took his shirt off and did the same. He stroked his hand down my chest and once he reached my waist he unzipped my pants and took them off. He did the same with his. Now we were making out in our boxers. I stopped for a moment to think about what I was doing. 

Why did you stop?

I shrugged my solders. 

I said why did you stop? 

He lifted me up by my arms and shoved me back down. My head hit the head board in the same spot again. It hurt like hell. He got off of me and started to put his cloths on. Whatever man, I can't do this right now. I'll text you later. Just be gone when I come back from getting coffee and don't tell H about this okay?. He said. He left his hotel room. 

I sat up. Got dressed. I went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. Shit. I hadn't noticed my head had been bleeding so much. I touched it lightly. I flinched. God damn it hurts so much. I needed a ride home I was going to call an uber but I didn't bring anymore money with me. I called H. He answered on the second ring.

Hey bud whats up?

H-hey so you know I was at rushers?

Yea is everything okay?

Yea no everything is fine its just I need a ride home.

Okay, yeah just text me the address I'll be there in a few. 

He ended the call and I texted him the address. 

I should probably clean up all this blood so H doesn't notice anything. I whipped off all the blood from my forehead with a wet paper towel. I put my beanie on over my head its hurt but I couldn't risk H seeing I was hurt. Rusher told me not to tell anyone about this and I don't want my parents to think i'm gay.

H texted me telling me he was waiting for me in his car outside but for me not to hurry. I checked one more time in the mirror to make sure I didn't have any visible blood. SHIT. I heard the door open. Rushers back. 

Hey I thought I told you to be gone when I got back. He said.

Y-yea I was just leaving. 

Yea right you were probably going through my stuff. What? Are you waiting for a going away gift? Well I'll give you one he said as he went up to me and kicked my leg multiple times. I fell to the floor. He kept kicking me. 

Now GO! he yelled.

I stood up as fast as I could but fell to the floor again as I screamed out in pain. 

GET UP!

I-I cant m-my leg.

I DON'T CARE!

I tried to get up once again and almost fell but before I did rusher pushed me out the door and slammed it on me. I lied there in the hallway for a minute. Luckily no one came out and saw me, I don't know how I would have explained that. I got a text from H saying you coming? I responded, yes i'll be down in a minute. I got up from the ground and put all of my weight on my good leg. I used the wall to help me walk so my leg wouldn't hurt as bad. I couldn't let H see I was limping though. I would just have to push through the pain. As soon as I saw H's car I got on both of my feet. Though it hurt like hell I couldn't let H know. I tried to walk to the car normally, without limping, good thing it wasn't far. I got into the car and H said

What took you so long?

Oh nothing just, saying goodbye to rusher. 

What happened to your leg I saw you were limping a little?

I just jammed it into the table as I was leaving. 

You should let me look at it when we get home to make sure your okay. 

NO. I-I mean no I'll be fine. 

I mean it, let me look at it, its better safe than sorry. H insisted.

I nodded knowing I would avoid it later I couldn't let him see it.

H drove us home.