ParkBomb94 ~ Battle wounds

Chapter 14 | Empty

H's P.O.V

Rusher? I asked.

Yea.

Do you honestly think what you did was right?

Of course I do I love Parker, the only thing that I did wrong was making the video saying he hurt me, I shouldn't have lied thats probably why Parker hates me.

Wow he's really crazy. I almost feel bad for him... Almost.

No one else could love Parker as much as I do. He said.

You're going to jail.

No i'm not no one has proof I did anything wrong.

I have been recording this conversation. I'm going to show it to the police. 

What no, thats not fair. 

Its not fair that you hurt Parker. 

I didn't hurt Parker I just......

I left the call and stopped recording. I didn't want to hear what he had to say. Yea he might "love" Parker but whatever so do I but I don't hurt him I do my best to help him. I made a team speak room and invited all the cube members except Rusher. I told them to get on ASAP, I wanted to talk to them about it before I went to the police. Bee and Straub got on a few minutes after I sent the message. I guess it was about mid day for them now since it was night here. 

Straub- Hey man whats up?

H- Turn your mic on. 

They both got so we could hear each other.

So did you see the video I made earlier about Parker and Rusher?

Yea bee said.

Uhuh said straub.

Well I wasn't lying, and I knew you guys wouldn't believe me so I recorded Rusher and I talking.

I posted the recording in the chat. I waited while they listened to it.

Wow, have you shown this to the police yet? Straub asked.

No, I wanted to show you all first, i'm going to show it to the rest of the guys as soon as they got on. 

In your video I thought you were just doing what you had to do defend Parker but man your right he's crazy. Bee said.

User joined your call

Hey guys whats up?

Hey Graser!

Hi

Hey

So you know what I told you about Rusher? 

Yea.

Well I was talking to him and, well, look at the recording in the chat.

He listened to it. 

Yea man! Now you got your proof you've got to go to the police ASAP.

Yea well I was going to wait until I told everyone else.

No you got to tell them before Rusher makes his move, we can tell the rest for you if you want. 

Straub and Bee both agreed. 

I don't know I mean I don't want to get you guys too involved. 

We're already involved with Rusher plus we want to help you out. Bee said.

Okay if you guys insist. 

I thanked them and put my computer in a bag so I could bring it to the police.

Parker's P.O.V

A place of sorrow, a place of death, a place of loss but not in my room for here it is just empty. The walls around me were blank, old wallpaper, ripped, no pictures, the tv played static. The lights were dim and had been for a while. The sent of flowers from the last patient lingered. The blinds were closed, the sound of cars driving past on the near by highway, unaware of the pain that filled this building, but not in here for here it was just empty. This was not a place of joy but a place of grief. Loved ones lost all around, but not in here for in here it was just empty. Everyone crying with fear, and worry, but not I for I was just empty. The tears running down my face, not full of woe, pain, or loss but empty for that is what I am. Empty. 

Rusher entered the room, I didn't move, I just stared at the wall. 

Hey.

He sat down on the chair that H sat in no more than 5 hours ago. 

H told me what happened. You didn't do it because of me did you? Thats okay you don't have to speak, I know you love me. 

He bent down wiped the tears off of my face then kissed my forehead. I didn't move or do anything. I heard him walk out. I closed my eyes. More and more tears built up but this time they weren't empty, they were filled with anger. I was mad at what Rusher did to me. I was mad that I didn't do anything about it. But most of all I wanted to be with H. I love him and there was no denying that. The emptiness made me forget the shame in being gay. In my accident I wasn't supposed to make it out alive, but I did, and i'm glad I did. Once I get out of here I want to tell H I love him. Maybe then things can get back to normal or at least get better. I fell asleep.