ParkBomb94 ~ Battle wounds

Chapter 24 | After

Parker's P.O.V

H and I just got home from the airport. Bayani and Will walked out of the guest room.

Bayani- Hey!

Me- Hi

H- Hi

Will didn't say any thing, he just had a confused look on his face. 

Me- Hello? Earth to Will.

Will- Wha... Oh yea sorry. Hey guys. 

H- You good?

Will- Yea i'm... yea.

Me- Ok, i'm gonna look for food in the kitchen.

Will- I'll come too.

We walked to the kitchen.

Will- Can I talk to you about something?

Me- Sure, whats up?

Will- Bayani saw my cuts but he didn't say anything about them. He just stared at them for a second or two and then talked about something else.

Me- Are you sure he saw them? Maybe he was looking at something else.

Will- No i'm sure he saw them.

Me- He probably just doesn't know what to say. 

Will- So what should I do?

Me- If your really that concerned about it then you should talk to him about it.

Will nodded while looking at the floor. 

Me- It will be okay.

He nodded again. 

We walked back to where H and Bayani were. 

Bayani- So when are we going to play pool?

Me- We can leave at.....

I checked my watch. Its 1:45.

Me- 6. Does that sound good to everyone?

Everyone nodded. 

Me- Okay good. 

We all left the room off to do our own things. I wanted got on my computer and and wrote a list of videos I could do to explain why i've been gone for a while. Hmmm. I could just a serious video of me talking. Or maybe a Minecraft sketch. Or a draw my life but like instead of my life it would be draw my week. Maybe I could make a short film. After I had a few ideas listed I wrote out a small outline of what I could do for each one that way I could make a decision on which one I liked the best. 

As I was working I herd people talking through the walls in the guest room. I stopped typing for a second so I could hear who it was. 

Bayani- Okay Will, what did you want to talk about?

It was Will and Bayani. I left the room and stood right outside the room they were in. I peeped through the open door. They were both sitting on the bed.

Will- So earlier, in the shower when I fell. Did you see my uhh...the....?

Bayani- On your leg?

Will nodded. He looked down avoiding any eye contact. 

Will- Why didn't you uhh...... Why did you say anything about it?

Bayani- I didn't really know what to say. 

There was silence for a few seconds.

Bayani- Who else knows about this?

Will- Just Parker and now you. 

Bayani- How long have you been doing this?

Will- Over a year.

Bayani- Why?

Will- I don't know. 

Bayani- Yes you do now tell me. 

His voice was starting to get more harsh.

Will- For may different reasons. I don't know, it was stupid 

Bayani- Its not stupid just fucking tell me.

Will- No.

Bayani- Why the hell not?

Will- Fine. I did it because of you. 

I could tell Will was holding back tears. Bayani's face had changed from angry to shocked. 

Bayani- Me? What the fuck did I do?

Will- NOTHING. I was never mad at you, just mad at myself. 

Bayani- Why? 

Will- Because I...I loved you, I love you a..and I never thought you would even care about me in anyway other than as a friend and even sometimes I was sure you didn't care about me at all. 

A tear escaped Wills eye. 

I shouldn't intrude. I thought. I walked back to my computer and continued typing. 

Wills P.O.V.

I couldn't stop myself from crying. I hate myself. I hate the choices I made. I hate what I did to myself but ironically that just makes me want to cut more. 

Bayani- Hey man its okay. 

He put a hand around me and started rubbing my back. 

Bayani- I do love you, you don't have to worry about anything. I promise.

I nodded and though it made me feel better it also made me cry more. 

Me- Please just promise me you wont tell anyone about this. 

Bayani- Of course.

Me- Thank you

I didn't know what to say or do so I just sat there is silence. It was a nice silence.