Lose Your Self // Jovani Jara

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(Y/n)'s POV

  it's been 4 years I left my bestfriend and include my love of my life but he don't know it. right now I just sat on my desk with coffee in the table, and the sun brightly running from the window, I fix my messy bun hair and put my glasses on. I'm typing on my phone, I text Mario he is one of my bestfriend in Florida. we already be a friend since we were 7 because I moved to Florida and be 99goonsquad and Mario selman neighbor, before we know each other I was lonely and then finally meet them in the lake near my house, we always play together even tho i was the only girl among them but I love them like the are my brother except Jovani he is my everything and no one know it.

  I still remember when the first time I saw Jovani with different way, he was helping me from the bullied it was on 5 grade. he was running to me and help me because the one of them was trying to beat me but he protect me and push them away from me and from that moment everything has change till now, I still love him more than a bestfriend. but when we were 13 I moving to LA, before we moved I try to stayed in the Florida and I was like "let me just stayed her alone it's okay" but my parents said I was too young to stay alone there so I followed my parents to LA

 and in 2 days we all going to go back and stayed with there again because my dad. "Mom..!! are done with the breakfast I'm hungry" I said from upstairs "it's done honey" she said and I walk down stairs with the cup. "oh sandwich.. thanks mom" I kiss her check "have packed your stuff?" my dad come with newspaper in his hand "done.. I'm so excited can't wait to meet my lovely bestfriend" I said to them and grab the sandwich "where is your brother?" my dad ask again "ugh... Jack!!!" I call him. so Jack is my little brother the only brother that I have and my half life because since I was 3 I really wanted a brother and he came to my life.      

first part was short - GINA