Jovani's POV
"WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU TWO?" Luna shouted to me "something happen that you'll never understand.." I said while driving "is it because of me?.." She said with low voice. Oh god is it, but I won't to broke her hearth "no, it's just something else" I lie "really?... I thought it was because of me,... well when we were met I got scared that I'm going to destroy y'all friendship..." She said normally "no, we always accept anyone.." I said. I think I better lied to her about this and maybe I should end all my friendship with y/n and start maybe we can call that is 'relationship' with Luna. But I'm actually still nervous to get close with her, I'm scared if she only take our relation is a friend zone, or the worst is being a brother and sister zone.
'Stop Jovani stop for dreaming... Now just do what really happen, the reality' I said inside my head. "Uhm.. Luna?" I ask "yeah.." She looking at me "do you want to go lunch with me like right now I was starving" I ask her with smile on my face "yeah sure..." She answer with little laugh. so I decided to bring her to Mcdonalds, we just need like 10 mins away from where we are at now to the Mcd. "we are here.." I release the seat belt and go out of the car. "C'mon.. C'mon..C'mon... I'm hungry.." I said while jumping around "okay okay wait a second.." she laughing and then we go inside.
Julian's POV
"how about her doc?" I ask the doctor "oh she is got bad stress, too tired, and her stomach is empty she need to eating something... if she wake up tell her to get rest for a 4 days and eat 3 times is a day.. oh yeah don't forget to drink medicine.. here the medicine..." the doctor give me a pack of medicine "thanks doc.." I smiling to him. I go inside and see Theo was standing beside Y/n who lying on the bed, "so how?" he ask "he said that she got bad stress, and too tired she need to rest for 4 days... but I think she need 1 week.. and here the medicine.. you take all about her, I'll take Jovani..." I said to him while I giving the medicine to him. "wait what?..." he shock "you're so much change after met her.. you're a baddass before you met her...you're always playing with the girl... but when when she came you're changing, I see that..."
"well yeah.. everything has change after she came to our school... she is different.. and you know what?... the first time she came to the class.. she was arguing with Theresa... and she is the first girl who has just moved and arguing with her.. I never met the bravest girl in my life...like..her..." I was so happy that he is changing, and I hope he can take her to the better place, just how the way his eyes looking at Y/n like he is meet an angle from heaven.
"agh..." we saw that Y/n was awake "you're awake.." Theo help her to get up "wait where am I and how can I be here?" she confused "Theo found you..." I pointing at him "thanks..." she smiling to him "oh yeah.. I have to go... she is all yours.." I left them and go home to talking about Jovani and Y/n problem
Y/n's POV
"oh yeah... I have to go... she is all yours..." he left us alone with smile "wait.." but he already leave. "uhm... can you tell me what happen? I can't remember anything right now... my head is still hurt..." I ask him to tell me "but before I tell you can you just wait her for 10 mins.." he said and leave the room "okay.. now I'm alone...". but then after 10 mins I'm playing my phone Theo came with some food on his hand, don't tell me that he going to give that food and I have to eat it, I wasn't on mood to eat right now... right now or since 5 days ago? agh...
"here eat this first and then drink the medicine... the doctor said you need eat and rest for a week.." he give me a food "okay..." I ate the food and then drink the medicine. "okay done.. now.." I said while make my self comfort on the bed. "so... today I was found you on the roof I think you're locked up there..." "uhmm yeah.. wait Theresa do that... then.." I cut him "okay.. I took you to the nurse room... you're awake after like 10 mins on the room... then Jovani was asking how'd you feel.. but you are shouted to him like 'why don't you just drive Luna home? isn't she more important?' blah..blah.." he make a funny face, it's make me laughing and feel better "and then he left the room and slammed the door so hard... and then you're crying like hella waterfall.. and then you're screaming 'AAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaa......!' and rolling on the floor like a cheese roll...." "what the f..." I beat his shoulder and laughing so hard "hahaha.. so how do you feel?.." he hug me and ask me "better..." I can feel his warm body it was make's me better.
"can we go home?" I ask him "yeah but you can't go to school for a week..." he said "wait why?.." "you need rest babe... look at you're face... " wait what is he just called me 'babe'? and make my heart beating so fast? "uhm.. okay.. the netflix is waiting for me..." I got up and wear my shoes on. "so let me drive you home, okay.." he said "okay.. thanks..." I smiled but I was feel like how could I found him? 'but Y/n remember Jovani... you have Jovani... Jovani is your world..' yeah right he is but if I can get better why not? but I'm scared if I'm going to hurt him and broke his heart. I'm scared I can't love two boy in one time... but just let see.. only time know.. but can I just feel happy for a day? if only my heart can follow the right.. I don't know what I'm feeling about this all, I just too scared to telling.. or I just need to keep it inside..?
I'm actually love this ost - GINA <3
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Lose Your Self // Jovani Jara
Fanfiction"JOVANI!!!!" I ran to him and jump to his hug "I miss you so much dork..." I hug him tightly "me too..." he said "get away, give me hug too" Julian opened his arms "I miss you too hoe.... and where is Mario, he told me that Marihoe will come to pick...
