Lose Your Self // Jovani Jara

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Y/n's POV

    "I should go home right now.." Theo turn around and facing me "why? you'll get killed.." I said "no I'm not going to that creepy house..." "then?" I confused "I have an apartment.." he said "wow... alone?" I ask him "yeah.. I live there since I was 14, my uncle bought it for me.. " he explain "owh.. then now?" I still confused "I'll go back, the sun almost gone.." he stand up "okay.. " we walk to the door and I following him to his car "okay, bye see ya at school..." he drive away.

    "well I guess.." I turn around and go into the house. "mom.. I won't eat dinner tonight..." I said while walking on the stairs "okay honey..". I jump to my bed "agh.. miss you so much baby.." I hug my pillow, "bing!" I got a message. I took my phone and see who texted me 'Jovani'

J: are you okay?

Y: yeah why?

I'm waiting him to text me back like a hour

J: oh nothing..

Y: why you took like a hour just for reply 'oh nothing..'?

J: I just texting with Luna..

well it's actually smashed my heart into a billion piece

Y: okay, more important..(w/ unamused smiley, and sleepy face)

J: no, not that... you're important too

Y: O..(unamused smiley)

J: Y/n...

  I leave his reply on 'R' and go sleep. "I think Jov.. after all that you do today.." I looked up "I hope I can hate you.." I closing my eyes and fell asleep

Jovani's POV

   "dang it! she left it on 'Read'..." I throw my phone to the bed. "regret it that..!" Julian laughing "fu*k U" I feel so angry "hahaha.." he just laughing and turning off the light.

*morning

   "Julian C'mon...!" I call him "are you asleep? it's 7am..." he shouted "then go to school with bus.. I want to pick Y/n up..." I run to my car and drive it faster to Y/n house. I got there, I run to the door and ring the bell. "HEiii... Y/n?" I ask Jack and he is still on his pajamas "she already go to school with her car.." he said "shit..!" I turn around without saying goodbye to him. I drive my car to school, I got there and I didn't see any car except the broken car in the corner. "wait where is she?" I said to my self while looking around the school but I can't find her, I took out my phone and I try to call her but she kept reject it but the last one she picked up it, but why it's only sound of a song and traffic noise "Y/n. where are you.. I'm sorry..? Y/n...Y/n.. please say something..." I said thru the phone "STUPID!" she shouted and hung up it.

   "what?.. what?.." I looked to the phone "agh..." I got out from the car and sat in the stairs in front the front door, I'm waiting like 30 mins one by one people came but I still haven't see her, I feel bad to her I shouldn't ignore her like that. then Theresa come with her group to me "hey my baby boo.. I know you waiting for me right.." she smiled and facing my face so close "dumb.." push her face away from me and leave them. I headed to the back door of my school where I usually gather with Theo and friend.

   but then I see Luna walking to gate, she catch my eyes and then I run to her "hey.." I said to her "hey..." she stopped her feet and smiled to me "so how was your morning?" I ask her while we're walking into the school. "nice.. I just need to read some books.. like my usual.." she smiled and looked down