Lose Your Self // Jovani Jara

#17

Y/n's POV

  now... I just standing with a form in my hand and feel more broken. "can I just die?" a tears running down my face, I see an emergency stairs and decided to find a place for my self. I'm running up to the top of this school, and finally I got there even I have to drop a million tears. "AAAAAAAAAGGHHH...!!" I'm screaming as hard as I can, so I can feel more relax than before...

   "AAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH.......!!!!" I'm screaming again and slamming my backpack to the floor. I walk to the edge, standing on the little wall "I'm sorry god.." I slowly walking closer the edge and 3/4 of my feet is not on the wall anymore. I looked up and ready to jump, but then "Y/N!!!" someone called my name when I'm already jumped.....

  "awh..ah..." I opened my eyes but where am I? I did't feel anything no hurt, I turn around and see Theo holding onto his hand "are you okay?" while wiping my tears "I don't know.. I think it's just a little wound.." he said and showing it to me, it's bleeding so much "no it's not a little.." I got up but then fall again because I feel so hurt in my feet "awh.." I holding to my feet "wait are you okay too?" he ask "yes I am, let's go to the nurse room" I got up but I can't an fall "awh.." I groaned "let me give you a piggyback.." he offering "no I'm okay..." I got up with his hand on my waist.

  I'm walking on my first step and feel hurt.."ah.." I feel the pain "c'mon it's on the top of this building.. you can walk with this condition... and it's only bleeding I still can walk.." he told me "if I said no.. no, you'll get hurt too. I'm better walking with my own feet.." I start being a stubborn. "Y/n I won't see my friend feel a pain, and I'm a boy..." he told me again "if you won't, I won't too" I shouted "stop being a stubborn.. it's for you'r self..." he said with a high tone. "okay..." I looked down and jump onto his back, "done?" he ask "yeah.." he said "really? I don't feel anything, are you sure?" he ask again "yeah, I'm..." (G: listen y'all are pretty, with all your flaws). I beat his ass "okay, okay.. you're up..." he start walking to the stairs and I just put my feet on his waist and my arm around his neck, I can feel his warm body in my body it makes me more comfortable to be around him... and I little bit closing my eyes to feel this more deep..

Theo's POV

  I put y/n on the bed "wait here..." I go to find someone who know about this "here is she.. Alexi.." I call her "yeah.. can you help y/n? the new student here" I said to her "okay..." she got inside and I'm waiting on the other room. *a few minutes later "she's done" Alexi come out and I get in "how'd you feel?" I ask her "better" she looked up to me "can you take me that box?" she pointing to the medical box, I take it for her and give it. "now sit here.." I sit beside her , she prepare something and "where is your right hand.." she ask me with raised her hand, I raised my hand to her "if it hurt say it.." she told me and clean my wound "you shouldn't help me.." she said while treating me "if I shouldn't help you, you shouldn't jump out from the building" I responded. she stopped her hand for awhile and then beck at again.

   "can you tell me?" I ask her for the reason, she doesn't answer it "y/n?" I called her name but the only come out from her is a drop of water. "Y/n!" I pull my hand and grab her face with my hand so she can facing me "please..? I know I'm a new person for you.. but you can trust me like I've already know you for like forever.." I said and wipe his tears "stop it it gonna be more worse.." she pulling my hand "no y/n? is it Jovani?" I ask "y/n answer me.." "you can be like this okay..." I shouted and make her crying harder.

   "agh... I'm sorry I just... can't see girl get hurt by someone.." I hug her "now just tell me what happen.." I said with calm and looking at her brown eyes, I can see a beautiful diamond inside her eyes that's why I like to looking at her every time I can her. "Jovani was mad at me when, Luna was in hurry because of me..." she explain "what do you mean?" I didn't know what that mean "like a hour ago, Jovani called me when I was in the library o read some books, I answer it and the first that I heard is his mad voice, and I'm scared of his mad voice, cause I won't made him mad to anyone or my self. so I decided to come to his class, I run from the library to his class even have to hit someone that I don't know.. I got there and I saw Jovani with Luna.. I came to them and Jovani start being a selfish only caring about Luna and not thinking of me... and he said.. he..s..aid.. 'don't ever make Luna on a hurry again..she looks so tired..' and I know it's feel like he told me to be her assistant, I won't to be her, but him.. I would do anything for him.. if he only knew what I feel..." the tears running down at the same time

so I haven't update like the schedule so I update it yesterday and today, and tomorrow it going back like the schedule... once in 2 days - GINA