Lose Your Self // Jovani Jara

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Y/n's POV

   "oh where is he??.." I said that like over and over. 'knock..knock...' I hear someone knocking "I'm coming...!" I run to the door and open it with happy but "is it mr, Y/L/N house?" a post man was standing there with a box "yeah.." I thought it'll Julian there but not. "thank you.." I said to him and close the door, "dad you got another package.. I'll put it on the couch.." I put the box and go upstairs. 'beep..' I got a message while I going up, I stopped and open it 

J: I'm sorry Y/n, I can't staying today bc I have a promise...

Y: it's okay, good night

J: good night..

   I walk upstairs with no expression. "ah.." I laid on my bed "I wouldn't talk to anyone in one week except my fam and about school.." I promising to my self, and slowly closing my eyes...

*next day (skip to the lunch time)

   today I'm not talking much, I always ran away from all my friend and now I just sitting on the bench in the park near the school. I can see people doing all their activity. sit, reading a book, with a cup of coffee going to make my day better, but without meeting Jo.. no I shouldn't saying that name. from now I wouldn't call him again cause I know he has someone new.

just skip the one week no talk to a week later, just think ur not talking to anyone 

   so today it's the 7th day of not talking for a week, I'm actually can hold this anymore I just wanna throwing all this problem to somewhere and I choose the top of the building. so I decided to chilling on the top of the school after school even tho the weather is not support my mood, but I keep go there. I walk upstairs headed to the roof and I got there in 10 mins, I open the door but then I hear the door was slammed "what the fu.." I hitting the door "open this door like right now or.." I keep hitting the door even kicking but I couldn't open it, it was too hard for girl "or what?.." I heard a girl say and some of the girl laughing

   "hey open the door..!!" and the light coming from the sky "what the fuck..!" I get more scared "please open the door...!" I'm screaming "we aren't open the door.. bye..." I hear the girl leaving "please, open the door..." I start crying bc the storm is coming. 'gluduk... gluduk...' the tunder start coming and the sky turning black "AAAaa....!!!" I'm screaming and try to saving my life "please anyone help me..." I took out my phone and the phone is off bc I forgot to charge it this morning "please..please!!!... " I try to turn on it but it's already on 1% so it couldn't on. "GOD PLEASE..." I keep holding the handle.

*2 hours later

   the rain was stopped but I still locked here, I can't even screaming because I feel so sick I was feel cold, wet, dizzy, even more than dizzy I can't even open my eyes clearly, I only can sat on the floor whispering "please help me..." like I don't know what to do anymore. then I feel the pain in my head and that's make me closing my eyes with no reason, not bc tired or sleepy but I don't know it's just close it by it self.

Julian's POV

   I've called her like a thousand time but she is not answering. "where the hell is she?" last week I saw her wasn't talking to anyone but I still met her but today, I didn't see here after school with no answer. I call Theo and he said that he haven't talk to her in a week, I call Jovani he said that he is with Luna all day long. wait is that make Y/n not talking to anyone or bc of me? but I saw her lately that she is doesn't have any passion.

   I walk on the hall headed to the basket court with playing my phone without paying attention to the way, so I bumped into someone and drop my phone "sorry.." I looked up and it was Theo "wait.. did you see Y/n today.." I ask him "nope.." he said "okay.. thanks" I leave them but then "oh yeah.. I forgot my pilox on the roof" I hear Theo saying that but I just like 'she is never go to the roof at raining..'

Theo's POV

   it was like 5.15 pm and the school is still full of people, so like a week ago I ran to Y/n but why she was ran away, until now this morning I try to talk to her but she ran away again. and like after that I haven't see her again. but Julian just asking me 'where is she..' and that's makes me confused about her. when me and some of my friend was walking on the hall I remember that I for got my pilox on the roof so I decided to take it now.

   I walk up to the roof and see the door was closed, I see the key was hanging on the handle "who's lock it.." I open it and then a girl is falling down "what...!" I get shocked and looked at her, "wait Y/n..?" she was passed out her face is pale, her hand is so cold, and all over her body is wet. "Y/n..Y/n.." I try to wake her but not working. I lift her and bring her down to the nurse room.