(Y/n)'s POV
I left the cafe with jacket on my hand. "I'm only human can't you see.. I made.." my phone was ringing I pick the call "hey, mom.. " I said "hey.. can you drive your brother to his friend house?" my mom ask "okay, be there on 10" I said and then hung up it. "Don't let me show cruelty, Though I may make mistakes, Don't let me show ugliness, Though I know I can hate, And don't let me show evil,Though it might be all I take.." I sang that song while walking to my house.
"I'm home and where is Jack?" I ask my mom from the front door "I'm here" he come to me "took the car key" I told him "here" he already bring it on his hand "okay, let's go. mom we're going to go now" I said "okay, be careful honey" she said. "where is your friend house?" I ask him while driving "just follow this way first" he said "okay, and tell where I hate to turning" I said.
"we are here?" i ask "yeah" he got out from the car and me too. "I leave or just stay?" i ask him for like a thousand time "just stay.. just a bit" he run inside the house. 'brum..' I hear 2 truck drove to the highway, "moving to huh?" I said to my self. "let's go" Jack came "done?" i ask "I told you just a bit, I'm only return his book" he said and got into the car, "okay" I got into the car too.
"call mom" I said "okay.." he called her, "hello?" "hey, mum... we're gonna hangout for a while" i said "okay, don't come home late" she said "okay, love you mom , bye" I said and then Jack hung up it. I turn on the radio and then 'Stitches' is played, I start dancing while driving "U watch me bleeding till I can't breath, I'm shaking..!!" I shouted and dancing like hell. "(Y/n).. (Y/n) stop it.. (Y/n..).. (Y/N)!! stupid you'll kill us" Jack shouted "okay, calm.." I laughing "how?!" "okay, okay..." "wait we are here.." I said and stopped my car.
"where are we?" he ask "somewhere" I said and took a deep breath "so fresh here.." I said while walking to the middle of the yard. so this yard is my fav yard it's still have a fresh tree, "do you like it?" i ask "yeah, I never feel so fresh like this before" he opened his arms "I found this place 2 years ago, because I got lost when I try to find a way t go home" I sat on the ground..
he sat beside me "are you still being a friend zone with him?" he ask and put his head on my laps "yeah.. I'm not going to tell him before he ask" I said "oh.. strong girl, how can you keep that in 4 years. if I were you I'm already kill my self" he laugh "yeah, I know but, I won't leave someone I love the most, hear if you fallin in love, fall to heart who can show not hearth who trying to trusting" I said to him while rubbing his head "will you keep someone who you love even the person is really hate you?" he ask to me and i stopped my hand "love... love is.. love is where a couple who loving each other and never hurt with one other, so my answer is yes, I will love him even he hurt me so badly" I smiled to him
"but why you choose feel broken with him if you can feel happy with other person?" he ask again "love is like a marmot, it running in a wheel. it like running so far but it not moving, and don't know when it will stop, so my love is like that, my love is staying for him and don't know when it will stop, maybe till I tired but.. I hope I will never feel tired of him" I said and tears is running down my face "are you crying?" Jack got up "no, no, no, is there anything in my eyes?" I try to lied "(Y/n)..." "please is there anything in my eyes?" "Y/n..." "no, no, please check it" "stop it, I know you're crying" he wipe my tears "no one know what God have Planed for us" he said and hug me "thanks..*hiks*" I hug him tightly
Jovani's POV
"HEY..!" Julian jump to my bed "are you stalking (Y/n)?" he ask "yeah, I miss her.." I said "hey, are you still have a felling with her?" he ask again "I don't know, since she left me I feel like I'm not hopping anymore more than a bestfriend" I explain "if (Y/n) love you?" he ask again "I think that's not gonna happen because she live in LA, that impossible if she don't have a boyfriend there" I said and lock my phone "if she don't?" he ask again "no, I think I don't love her anymore" I said
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Lose Your Self // Jovani Jara
Fanfiction"JOVANI!!!!" I ran to him and jump to his hug "I miss you so much dork..." I hug him tightly "me too..." he said "get away, give me hug too" Julian opened his arms "I miss you too hoe.... and where is Mario, he told me that Marihoe will come to pick...
