Poems

Why me?

Your looks are so captivating you could have any girl  in the world and yet you chose me..why? What about me captures your eye? I am immensely depressed and have never really been much to look at yet you still chose me. Out of all the skinny blonde white girls with money and popularity you chose the thick Hispanic girl with a family in poverty with  little to no friends. Why?
Some would say you are crazy.
Some would  say you're doing it just for fun.
But what you tell me has a different meaning, you say you really do care about me. That I have a wonderful personality and I make you laugh and smile. But I'm puzzled as to why you're still here; Are you just here because I make you laugh and smile or are you still here because you actually have feelings for a girl like me.
With my self-esteem running low no matter how many times you say you love me I will always doubt your faithfulness to this relationship because of my  devastating past.
I promise it's not you it's me I'm working on myself I want to become the girl of you're dreams but so far I'm running around amongst lunatics with with empty holes right where their heart should be.
For you I will travel great distances to be the keeper of your heart but until the day I can except that you are with me I will continue to ask this question. Why me?