Poems

My Dear

My dear,

Thank you for spending these last three months with me. I've never been this happy. I can't
even express how much you mean to me. You complete me. I know this sounds cliché  but you're everything I've ever wanted.

I always felt like I was never gonna be happy. Let's face it ; I didn't have the best life growing up. There were many times I wanted to end my pain and suffering but I just knew there would come a day I'd finally be happy and I'm glad I waited. And to be honest I've been struggling to keep that same energy but the thought of you being broken and alone without me keeps me going.

I never wanna do anything to hurt you or test your trust in me. You mean too much to me. And that's why I'm so scared of loosing you. Like I said I haven't been this happy in a long time and I honestly feel like I was reborn and I look at life a whole new way.

In this new life everything is bright and vibrant. Everything feels safer and warm. And as long as your by my side I feel like nothing can hurt me. You give me the strength and motivation to better myself and make something of myself.

Because of you I wanna be a better person. I wanna show everyone who ever doubted me, put me down, or degraded me that I did what I set out for myself. Because of you I feel alive and happy. I wanna show you that I appreciate everything you do for me but its simply impossible because most of the stuff you've done for me you don't even know you did.

YOU'RE MY INSPRIATION.   YOU'RE MY MOTIVATION.  YOU'RE MY WORLD.

I'm so thankful and beyond blessed that God gave me the opportunity to be in your life. What you don't know is that I see you as the most perfect human being ever to be blessed upon the world since God himself sent his son to walk amongst us.  I strongly believe that God works in mysterious ways and he knows when someone needs an angel. And whether or not you believe me I believe you were sent to me by God to show me that there is still some good left in this world.

You make me forget to breath and you make my heart skip a beat. I wouldn't wanna trade you for all the money in the world because even the richest person in the world isn't happy. And being with you is the equivalence to happiness.

To summarize things I just wanna show you I appreciate you and that I care about you in the only way I know how and that's by writing.

And once again thank you for making me the happiest girl in the world and for sticking around for this long.
Yours truly,
Briana