It's been exactly a year from one of the last days I've ever felt free. Tøp concert on 9-18-15. Someone save me from who I'm becoming.
I realized yesterday that I do not have any friends. Only people I talk to at school and it hit me really hard that I haven't had a friend in a long time. I miss myself so much. Someone please help me I feel worthless and drained of all life that's ever been in my body. I wish I died on the night of the birds. I felt so at peace and all I've ever known has been destroyed. I feel awful and I hope someone reads this. I don't know who I am anymore. This just ruins me of all I know. Happiness is gone and my throat is dry and my nose bled for no reason.
By the time this is read it might even be too late and that's what I'm afraid of most.
