Unspoken

So, so, so

So broken and bruised

So jaded and used

She stares at the stars, so far from amused

So hungry and slim

So upset and grim

She waded in the water and she can't even swim

So lonely and ostracized

So changed she can't even be recognized

She wishes, again, that things can be compromised

So judged and different

{it's} So hard to put up a stiff front

She's holding her breath, recalling the whispering

So wrong, she can't even belong

{it's} So hard these days to sing your own song

She sinks in the water, she knows it won't take long

{it's} So easy to give in, when it's so hard to win

{it's} So hard to pretend, even harder to stay hidden

She has been alive fifteen years, and not once has she fit in

So much easier to end it, than it is to keep on living

{It's} So hard to stop hearing, when this whole time she'd been listening

She wonders again, how it started in the beginning

So scared and petrified

So hopeless, she had forgotten why she tried

She was told life was easy, too bad they lied

~Madison