Unspoken

What Do You Know?

You know what?

I'm tired and done

This race has ended

And I didn't even run

You know what?

I'm angry and sad

You bailed after two days

Was I really that bad?

My prayers were not answered and I can't help but be mad

You know what?

I'm sick of trying

I act like I'm okay, but on the inside, I'm crying

Jeez, I'm spending all this time lying, denying

You know what?

I'm bounded and broken

All these years, wishing and hopin'

God, please, where's my good luck token?

You know what?

I'm tired of screaming

It may be silent, but it has the same meaning

I've done too much begging, I've done too much pleading

You know what?

I'm not winning, I'm losing

After all this, what am I proving?

This life is too real, and the time is consuming

But what do you know?

~Madison