Breakups are hard

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I wanted to write about something that happened earlier and I feel better now. Me and my friend are no longer friends. She was constantly dragging my down but I convinced myself I needed her. This is a story about what happened. It's a sad story and a bit longer that normal. I will try to post happy things soon as my birthday is in a couple of days.

It had been months since he moved away. You thought maybe you would be okay when he moved away, you would stay friends no matter what. Staying over at each other's houses and going shopping, having fun. Then the fighting started, all at once, it was like you hated each other. Maybe you did, but you tried to believe you didn't.

"What do you think you're doing! You just left me there!" You said, you had been camping with his family. You and Dan had been lying on the boat docks listening to music. He didn't want to be there but he was, for you. Then suddenly he got up and walked away. Without saying anything and went back to the campsite without you. So you ran after him. You were so angry, how could he do that! Even when he stopped to wait for you realizing what he had done. He started to apologize "Y/N I'm so sorry! Please come back", he cried. You stormed past him and gave him the most hateful look, "don't talk to me.", you said in a growl. When you got back to the campsite he apologized and you let him. "I shouldn't have done that, I'm so sorry y/n.", he said. You told him it was okay, wondering what was happening.

Then when when he dropped you off at your house it was the awkward bye that only happens when something's wrong. You decided to ignore it but twenty minutes later you saw him on his snapchat story. He was smiling and laughing with someone he claimed to hate. Then again, you pushed aside, it wasn't like you got to control his life. After a week of him not talking to you not talking to you you tried to snapchat him. The message came up saying that he had blocked you, your snapchat wouldn't go through. Then you checked Instagram, that was blocked too. You started to get anxious and decided to snapchat his mom. You and his mom had always gotten along really well. She said that she didn't know and went to go talk to him. Then you got the notification that he added you as a friend. You asked him what had happened. Apparently you weren't as good of friends as maybe you thought and he needed 'space to think'. You were angry but soon got over it, talking about plans for your birthday.

A couple of days later you thought of a random song theory, you told him before you forgot. "What if the twenty one pilots cover of cancer is Tyler's way of telling us blurryface is a physical disease, not a mental one." You knew it wasn't right it was just something random. "Um... sorry to burst your bubble, but that's wrong.", he said in a rude tone. "Oh..um..okay.", you said wondering what had just happened.

Then randomly one day you got a snapchat from him. "I feel like we're falling apart and it's my fault.", it read. You really wanted to respond with how it was his fault but instead you go with "oh". Then everything blows up in slow motion. "Oh! That's all you have to say! Wow I guess you don't value our friendship at all!", he typed to you. You get into a fight and breakdown crying. Your mom comes in and finds you crying over your phone. "Him again? You don't deserve this just block him out of your life. He's not allowed here anymore. End it.", she told you. You finally realized that you didn't need him, you had gone through so much and most of it was caused by him. "I'm done. We're not friends anymore, don't bother trying to talk me out of this. Someone finally made me realize how much I hate you. You're so horrible to me, I deserve better." You text him then you block him. You block his number and every social media. Who needs someone like that when you've got other people who love you. Dan never loved you, no matter how much he tried to fake it.

The next day, you ripped up the pictures you had of you guys together. You went through your phone and deleted everything that reminded you of him. He had to place in your life anymore, so his memories didn't either.

I hope you enjoyed this story even though it was a longer sad story. I hope you liked the ending because I really want everyone to know that it gets better. If you can relate to this story I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Also, this wasn't a really straightforward story but I feel like it's one of the better things that I've written. I wrote this in under an hour and tried to change up the style. Okay, I love you all, and I will see you in the next one! Stay strong friends |-/

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