Dan and Phil imagines

The End

Dear beautiful readers,
                            
I've been considering this for a while but I think I'm going to have to announce that I'm ending my imagines. Over the past almost two years now I've been writing to cope. I developed anxiety and soon after I started this book that never went away, and if anything it's worse but that's not the point. The beginning of my stories were horrible and cringeworthy as heck but I was enjoying myself. I remember the first night I started posting and I woke up the next morning and like 50 people had read my story. I was so excited and I went to show my friends and I was so proud. Then after a while of writing I got better, it took a long time but I got better there are still some stories that I'm super proud of. The becoming friends story and breakups are hard are some of the best things I've written. I might make becoming friends it's own book and change it back to its original version. So you might want to look out for that if you enjoyed that series (I don't think many of you did but I'm proud of it.)

I'm still trying to cope now but writing these imagines has become extremely stressful. I still love Dan and Phil but I've drifted apart from that. At first, that scared me so much. I've found so many things I love because of Dan and Phil. I started watch Markiplier and Jacksepticeye because of them. I found Fall Out Boy and through Fall Out Boy I found so much other music and other things I love. I also made my first internet friend because of them. It's a funny story actually, I thought he was Dan on Instagram because he had made his account to look just like Dans and I poured my heart out on someone's account to him. When he told me it wasn't actually him I was so embarrassed but we became friends. He is transgender and at that time I didn't know what that meant. Now that I do, I still get really upset when I remember mis-gendering him and he would correct me and I would be like "whatever". I hate myself for that. I haven't talked to him in almost 2 years and I'm upset that we lost touch. I've made so many other friends because of them and honestly I owe them everything. Those videos got me through some pretty difficult times and I am so grateful for that. Although I might come back every once in a while with a story I will probably not be writing anytime soon. I hope that sometime in my writing I have inspired you, made you laugh, made you smile, made you cry, or just feel some emotion through the craziness in your lives. I want you to know that I love each and everyone of you. I will still have the app and get notifications so if you ever need ANYTHING I will be there for you. I hate to end this but I think that having a new chapter in my life will help me. I almost forgot! I have a huge file saved in here with a bunch of random thoughts and some story ideas. I will post that and update it every once in a while if you guys want me to. Okay, I hate to say this but I have to go. I love you all and I will try to come back every once in a while to check up on you all. Stay alive, stay alive, for me.
                                          Love,                                       
                                               Macey