Dear My Sanity

Chapter .1.

Everything was dark in Desi's mind a little to dark. It wasn't your average teenage Girl's mind, it was filled with blood, laughter and voices not kind voices either. The voices would tell her to do things, evil things like "accidentally" hurt the other kids.

She didn't seem to sorry when she  "accidentally" pushed Sarah face first in the locker, she just laughed till she fell on the ground rolling with laughter.

When they asked her why she did it, she just laughed and simply said "Because they told me to." By they she meant the voices in her head.

Her Mother was worried about her and threatened Desi that she would send her away. Little did her Mother know that all these little scenes would lead to a horrible and deadly one.

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I slowly opened my eyes as my vision slowly came back to me. I looked around my surroundings as my vision blurred.
How long was I asleep? I didn't know where I was. I turn my head slowly to the right all I could see were cushions. On the wall, the floor, and the ceiling. Anywhere I looked there were the soft looking white cushions.

I begin to panic as I notice i had been strapped down in my sleep. I was bounded to a hard uncomfortable bed. My mind was racing, my heart was beating fast, my legs were numb and I felt like shit with this strong headache.

The voices finally got what they wanted. They had me alone so they could taunt me, like they always did. You think voices would not drive you insane but trust me they do. How do you think I ended up bounded to this bed? It was not because I wanted to be. 

The voices reminded me of Amanda Strange, the Queen of my High school I attended, or use to attend.  They both got what they wanted in the end. No matter what. The voices were strong, the voices were powerful enough to manipulate me to do anything, even when I tried fighting them off. Many people can be this way also just like Amanda Snow, like I had said the voices and her had a lot in common.

"We told you that you'd regret not listening to us Desi." I shivered at the voices that spoke in perfect harmony.

That's what they did they sounded beautiful but yet they hurt me and made me do these horrible things to people that only tried helping me.

How could I deal with the voices when they tried to control my every thought?

How could I deal with the voices when they tried to control my every smile weather I was under the insane spell they would somehow put on me?

I didn't know how to control them this is how I got in this mess.

If only I could have controlled them, only if I could now.

I look down to see I was in straight jacket.

I couldn't believe the voices made me snap, go insane. I hated remembering what they made me do. But I had to.

I could already feel the memories rushing back, but I didn't want them to. 

I hear a door open.
"Oh it looks like she's awake. Well I'm sorry missy but were transferring you to a room. Your going to have to go to sleep for a couple of hours, okay? Everything will be fine I promise." A nurse says smiling over me.
"W-what" I mumble.
I felt a very sharp pinch on my arm.
"No I don't want to go to sleep." I whisper as my eyes felt heavy.

I tried looking around but everything was slowly turning black. Before I knew it I slipped into the darkness falling into its spell and going into a deep sleep.

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