Sad Adidas(Larry AU)*complete*

chapter 11

Louis hadn't managed to stay asleep for very long. Thoughts were running around his mind. He had thought about leaving but that was quickly shot down. Harrys iron grip on Louis hadn't loosened since they had gotten in bed. In fact they only got tighter once Harry had fallen asleep.

He sighed, he didn't know exactly what had happened out there. He was mortified beyond belief. Although he is very thankful it was just them two the thought of anyone else being there to witness that moment would surly drive him off the wall.

His thoughts started to drift off to Harry. There was something about him that drove Louis crazy. He wanted to be with him 24/7 but he also didnt want anything to do with him. He wanted Harry to hold him but he also didnt want him to touch him. He knew he was slowly going insane, he just couldn't tell if Harry was helping or hurting.

The bed creaked as Harry turned around. The iron grip on Louis waist loosed. He held his breath peeking to see if Harry had waken up. He slowly let his breath go after a few second of seeing no further movement from him.

He held onto the edge of the mattress lifting himself off slowly. Kicking his feet over the bed and stood up without waking Harry up had proven to be a mission. He eventually made it out the door without a single stir from the man laying on the bed.

He retraced his steps looking for his phone. It took longer than he had wanted as Harrys home was still foreign to him. He didnt want to do this. In fact he didnt know why he was doing this. Sneaking out like this, some might even call him crazy or dramatic, but at this point in time he didnt care. He couldnt think straight even if he tried. All he could think about was getting as far away as he could from this place.

He looked out the window saying a short prayer that no one, specifically paparazzi, were waiting outside. He knew he wouldn't be able to handle them or their questions. He also knew he couldnt handle staying in this house any longer which would definitely lead to him having some sort of panic attack which would further more embarrassed him.

His fingers shook lightly as he typed away on his phone searching for his drivers number. The call was quick and quiet as he didnt want to wake up the person he was running from. He kept repeating the same things over and over again as he waited for his car.

The driver didnt take long, once the car pull up he made a dash for, running like a madman, but this time he didnt car whether he woke Harry up. He took deep breaths steadying his breathing. He told the driver the address and sat back. He tried his best to relax but he was extremely anxious. He knew what was to come and he knew it wouldnt be pretty. He knew it could possibly ruin his career but he didn't care, he was simply running on impulse at this point.

He was impatient, tired, and scared all at the same time. He didnt know what to expect. He didnt know how many people he was letting down, he just wanted to take time for himself. No one ever asked him if he was ok, no one simply cared and he was tired of it. He was tired of giving everything he has but never receiving anything.

He didn't care how childish or selfish he was acting. The buzzing from his pocket brought him out of his self ranting and raving. He didnt plan on answering, he was so close to just declining the call until his eyes caught the top of the screen. His breath got caught in his throat. He stared at the screen not know what to do. His fingers once again started trembling.

He closed his eyes waiting for it to stop. He couldnt do this, he couldnt do this now at least. He waited and waited for what felt like hours till the vibrating stopped. The phone was brought back to life with another set of vibrations. He knew this one he couldnt ignore even if he wanted to. He clicked on the answer button and brought the phone to his ear. Even thought he knew he wasnt in the best mental state to take this call he just wanted to get it over with.

756 words////I tried something new by writing in 3rd person but I dont know how I feel about it. If you liked it in Louis P.O.V better its would be nice if you could tell me :).