When life comes to an abusive father, and a depressed mother..what is there really to live for when all you do is huddle in your bedroom corner praying for someone or something to heat your wounded skin and claim you as theres..
Ariva has to move to...
Once I had realized i was still sitting in the window seal I immediately climbed down. I forced myself to my bedroom door then slowly and quietly opened it. I picked my head out to see all tge lights off in the house. I shut my room keeping my self in my room. I looked for my phone to find it on my bed. I turned it on 3:52 am I grunted at the time then sat on my bed placing my hands on my face. I rubbed my eyes then remembered..school! I pulled the black shaded Blankets down. Then pulled my slim body under them. Two hours later my alarm woke me...school. I got dressed outfit⬇
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I need up letting my hair go completely natural, long, and curly. I slipped my Adidas women's shoes on then grabbed my bag, and left the house. As I walked out of my house I noticed Alexander cursing his truck, and kicking at it. "Having problems?" I asked letting out a small giggled. He turned to me giving me the "what's it look like" face. I shook my head then turned to my own path towards the bus. I waited patiently fot the bus to come when it finally arrived. I got on, and took am empty seat in the back. The bus started moving then instantly stopped. I looked around when I heard a voice yelling. "Wait Wait!" I looked out the window to see Alexander running towards the bus waving his arm frantically. I laughed then shook my head putting my headphones in. The bus doors opened allowing Alexander on. He took his seat in the seat in front of me. Before I turned my music in I leaned my body up to Alexander, and whispered "you wouldnt have to ride the bus is you bought a Chevy" "Real cute" he said sarcasticly. "I'm only speaking the truth" "Well you didn't work your ass of for a truck that costs $1000" he snapped. "I was just playing" "Well I'm not it took me 9 months of doing hay to get that truck. And now it needs fixed" "Chill I was kidding" I sat my body back. We didn't say anything after that..look at the bright side at least he might leave me alone for the day! The bus pulled up to our school, and we all got off. I meet straight to an empty table..I mean why make friends if nobody wants to be friends with you!? I noticed Calob walking my way so I shifted my body insecure. "Hey" he smiled. "Hey" I blushed. He took his seat in front of me. I looked around to the people who surrounded there tables who seem to be giving me more slutty looks...did I do something?? I feel as if I am a slut..but I'm not! I mean ive had sex, but it was rape so it doesn't count....does it? NO! IM NOT A WHORE!
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Hey boos!! I'm gonna try updating more often! I think it's gonna work out! Mainly because I finished a book I was writing that I was obsessed with, and I updated it more than this one..sooooo now that its finished I'm obsessed with this one😂❤
