♡
i don't know how to say this, there's no easy way
i hate that this is the last you'll ever hear from me
a simple handwritten letter left on the table of our apartment
well, your apartment now
i guess i should start with why
why i'm leaving
i don't know how to do this
i don't want to do this to you
but i have to
things just got so hard without you here
you were always gone
and when you would come back you wouldn't listen
you weren't there for me like you were supposed to be
the way you promised
but i still loved you
and honestly i still love you now
but i can't be with you
it's not good for me, for you, for us
we're drifting apart
no matter how hard it is to admit
we're not good for each other
i wish it didn't have to be this way
i don't want to let go
i wish things were different
i really wanted you to be the one
but i can't keep doing this
i have to stop lying to myself
this hurts so much i hate it
i guess i'll just end this here
know that i'm sorry
i'll always love you
i still want you to be happy
this is for the best
goodbye
the ending is so gross smh i didn't know how to do it but anyway this was written during a FaceTime with yeetmydolan aka livia!♡
