♡ him to you ♡
i miss us, i really do
i wish we were still together
but i know that our separation is for the best
that doesn't mean it doesn't suck though
i still haven't fully accepted the fact that you're gone
that you aren't mine anymore
i miss you so much
my heart doesn't beat the same without you
sometimes when i sleep i can still feel your touch
sometimes i hear your laugh echoing in the hallways
but it disappears as fast as it came
just like you did
...
i remember when i told you i loved you
we were sitting in the back of my truck
on a bed of blankets you insisted we make
we were cuddling watching the stars
oh, how i wish we could do that again
but i looked in your eyes and i swear they were brighter than the stars
and that's when i knew
i had to tell you
you smiled at me and returned my words
and i lost my breath
you had taken it from me
just like you did with my heart
but at that moment i was happy
we were happy
...
i also remember our first fight
how hurt we both were
the things we said
but i don't remember what it was about
because it wasn't important
but we convinced ourselves that it was
because it gave us an excuse to tear each other down
and that was our downfall
...
but despite all our flaws
i swear i was happiest when i was with you
you were everything i needed
you're still everything i need
but i can't have you
and neither of us are to blame
what's meant to be is meant to be
and i guess we weren't
it's just how things played out
this is our fate
this is our story
these are our memories
