inspired by homegirl yeetmydolan
in·fat·u·a·tion
/inˌfaCHəˈwāSH(ə)n/
noun
an intense but short-lived passion or admiration for someone or something
♡
he was infatuated with her
but he wasn't in love
-
he already knew they weren't meant to be
that they wouldn't last
he didn't see her as the woman he'd bring home to his mother
as the one he would spend the rest of his life with
the mother of his children
but he still held her hand
and whispered sweet nothings in her ear
satisfied with her reaction every single time
-
he loved the way she screamed his name
the way she squirmed underneath his touch
how much she needed him
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but the worst part is
he knew that she actually loved him
that her whole world revolved around him
he knew how much he meant to her
but it didn't matter to him
this would all be over within a matter of time
and he would move onto the next one that came across his path
it wasn't love
it was infatuation
for livia, my lover that i am facetiming at the moment; sorry for making you anxious and that you waited so long and it's really short but i love you and your writing triggers me ♡
