My Mother had her flashback again. I feel like a symbol of that night. It's like I am a phantom haunting my parents. I've been thinking lately. Dreaming lately. I have come to the conclusion that I want to meet my biological father. It feels weird to say that. These thoughts keep playing through my mind like a record. I walk into the kitchen and grab the nearest knife.
"Morning Rei Rei! How are you feeling?" Mom asked. I hold up the knife and grab a cucumber. I nod my head and walk upstairs. Sleeping with Sirens plays in the background and I have a flashback.
I put my books in my hand as I walk out of ELA. I take a turn toward the bathroom and run into the girl infront of me. All my notebooks falls and she kicked my books. " There you go Ginger B*tch!" She laughs and walks off. " Wait!" I yell to her. she comes back and stares at me.
"I really don't like the way you talk to me."
"I really don't like that you wern't supposed to happen."
How the h*ll did she know? I gasp and she smiles even more devilish.
" Why do you not like me?" I ask, tears welling up in my eyes.
" Because your mom's a sl*t who betrayed her boyfriend, you look like you walked out of a p*rn photoshoot, and you resemble your biological father so much it makes me sick!"
The first time I was ever bullied. I took my knfe and slid it down my arm finally feeling relief. Again. I had to do it again. I took to the other arm and placed the weapon, when I heard a voice.
"Deileigh?!?"
Oh sh*t. I look up and Loe just starts bawling, as she runs out. I slip on my jacket and run to the shattered girl, who is outside heading toward her house. "LOE! Wait!" I screamed. She shook her head and ran faster. Blood trickled down my pale arms and with England's cold it hurt like h*ll.
I needed to go inside. I rushed back to the complex, dashing to my room, and then crying. Just Crying.
Sad like always. I had to do something. I knew my best option. I had to do it.
