I Can't Change {harry styles 1D}

Chapter 12- Alone

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INDIE'S POV-

I was doing my best to drive but it was hard considering my eyes were full of tears. 'THAT BITCH!' I screamed, hitting my fist on the horn.

I finally got home, swung open the front and ran in. I slammed the door shut and fell on my knees in a pathetic mess.

'What the hell happened Indie?' Candy asked worridly, sitting on the ground next to me, putting a reasuring arm around me.

'Ari... She.. I went to go see them and...' I hiccuped, tears falling down my face. 'Ari is cheating on Harry with Luke. She was about to kiss him,' I managed to say, falling into Candy's lap crying.

'Oh hun, it's OK,' Candy said, giving me a hug. For a while we just sat there, me crying into Candy's shoulder.

'I can't believe she would do that! She doesn't deserve us, she doesn't deserve Harry!' I said, I finally had stopped crying.

'I just don't believe Ari would do something like that... It isn't possible,' Candy said, thinking to herself.

'Well you better believe it,' I sniffled, standing up and walking to our room.

'Tell me everything babe,' she said, sitting down next to me with a box of tissues in her hand. God she knows me too well.

I told her everything, every single thing I saw. Making me cry a few times, I actually finished the box but... I finally managed to finish my long speech though.

'Wow...' Candy said, leaving an awkward silence. 'I might go find Ari, this can't be true Indie it can't be,' she said sitting up.

'Wait, where are you going?' I asked, falling into my bed.

'I'm just going to see if she is still outside the cafe you told me you saw her at. If she isn't there I might check the bus stop. If I still can't find her I'll come back. If what you told me is true then, yes she is a bitch but we can't let her wander the streets alone. It's getting dark, no one deserves that. I'll be back,' Candy said, giving me a tight hug and heading out the door. I'm guessing she was taking Ari's car because Ari and I are the only ones with cars. Candy has a license, she just doesn't want to get a car because... I don't know, I guess she just prefers free rides from Ari and I.

Don't think about that bitch, you have been five minutes without crying.

I want to hurt Ari. I have never really thought that before after a fight but I do. She broke my heart into a million frickn pieces!

She isn't going to get away with this...

I heard my phone ring from the bedroom, this was my chance. I ran into the room and unlocked it. 13 MISSED CALLS, 19 UNREAD TEXT MESSAGES. I looked at the latest message. Duh it's from Harry.

I feel so bad for him... He basically is going through the same thing as me. Ari doesn't deserve him. I. Want. To. Destroy. Her.

I read the message, almost squishing the phone in my grip.

FROM: Harry

Indie, Ari and I NEED to talk. I saw her with some guy? What the hell! I hope this is some kind of media scam Indie, I really do. Please get Ari to call me ASAP

I didn't even realise what I was doing, my mind took over my body. And before I knew it, I pressed send! oops... I read over what I just sent, and guilt hit me like a ton of bricks.

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ARI'S POV-

It was starting to get dark over here Sydney and being the naturally lazy person I am, plus the fact I had no energy after sitting on a bench crying for three hours, I just took a cab. Even though the hotel is only three blocks away... Yes, hotel. Considering Indie hates me now there is no way she will let me live with them again and I wasn't planning on sleeping on a bench tonight (being me I didn't think to charge my phone so it died within a few minutes but thank god I brough some money with me.) I need to at least give her a few days to cool off before I explain to ANYONE that I am not a dirty, lieing, cheating... You get the idea.

'Do you um, have any rooms left? For a few nights?' I hiccuped.

'We sure do babe! Are you feeling alright?' the girl asked, she only seemed a few years older than me (in her early twenties.)

'Oh thanks, just relationship problems is all. My name's Arianna. Sorry, I'm not looking my best,' I explained, I wanted at least one person to talk since basically everyone in the world probably hates me right now.

'Nice to meet you Arianna! Name is Rochelle,' She said, pointing out her name tag. 'We can talk about, you know, relationship stuff. If it makes you feel any better, but it has to be after my shift if you like?' She said, she was actually really pretty. She hard dark brown skin, dark brown eyes and curly, ombre brown hair which bounced on her shoulders. I'm pretty sure I look like I just died, my face was red, my skin had gone pale and my hair was a wreck.

'Oh thanks, that's really nice of you. You can just come up to my room. I'm not going anywhere anytime soon,' I smiled as she handed me my room key, I hadn't smiled for hours now. It felt weird, but nice.

'Hey wait, aren't you that girl who is dating Harry Styles or something? Did you hear what she did? Her name was Ari too and the photos-' she started before I turned around and walked out. I didn't need this now. I don't care how she knows, for the first time ever, I just want to be alone. Alone so no one can judge me. Alone so I can just cry myself to sleep with no one to talk to, no one to call me. Alone, I just want to be alone...

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HARRY'S POV-

I was jogging back to the hotel, running my hand through my hair.

This isn't happening. It is all a scam, it has to be!

Ari wasn't replying... I could hear the boys running behind me, trying to catch up.

FROM: Indie

Hi Harry, it's Indie, Ari's ex roommate and ex best friend. Notice I used the word ex? That's because she destroyed my heart too.The rumours are true, and that guy she kissed is my boyfriend. Actually WAS my boyfriend. I am just as hurt as you but I saw it happen. You don't deserve her. Move on. And just loose Ari's number because you won't need it anymore.

I stopped dead in my tracks. My heart was beating faster and faster, tears in my eyes. It's hard to breathe when your heart is shattered in a million pieces. I turned around to see the boys running towards me, cameras flashing. Then everything went black...